Why do we love?

Oh! Jurong Entertainment is going to tear down on 31 Oct. Before the X zone close down. Lay and yanyan are going to try our one last time of catch doll doll. We limit ourselves to spend only $2 each.

So Lay going to keep her same target. $1 for 2 try.

Here it GO!

Any Chance?

Empty Handed :'(

Oh My turn now. Yanyan decided to change target. Catch something bigger and less chance. $2 for 1 time.

Start Now!

Ha.. I really said this out" God Please!"

Oh My God! Same as Lay.

Sometime SMILE doesn’t mean Happy. It can be covering disappointment, sadness or even to down to say anything.

I find out that I Smile a lot to people compare to last time. Hmm.. Some were polite smile but most of the times I really dun know what to say. I feel so restless to talk. Recently I was disturbed by Mr S. Tan thro a dream. He make me dreamt abt my dad. My dad appeared and told me that he is very Xing Gu at that place. I woke up with shock. My belief was that he can’t be at that place. I share to my Christian dealers at my workplace. One of them told me that u should rebuild Mr. S in the dream in the name of JC when it happen again. Ok I keep that in mind. I was disturbed for sometime until Pastor Josh preach in Haggi that we shouldn’t entertain Mr. S temptation. Believe what u believe and give no doubt to it. My belief was that God appear to my dad before his last breath and daddy received Him as his Lord and Saviour. This preaching actually comforts me down a lot and assures me back to my first belief.

But Mr S still at work. On Tuesday night, I took a bus home. The bus all of a sudden broke down at the middle of PIE, the place that my dad met an accident at PIE. I was at that place for 45min. I was emotionally torture for that long. All the flashing image came to me. How my daddy was carried out from his lorry, His pale look and many more. I feel so sad that he never left a word or never wait for us. His death time was 8 ++ but we are there at 10+. I feel so lousy that as his daughter the timing he was struggling, I was at X-zone catch doll. Also I never treat my dad to a restaurant before. No more chance. It is my regard for my whole life. I couldn’t control my tear from crying, can’t control my mind to stop thinking of him. So many negative thing came to me.

Why this happen without preparing sign? The thieves come to steal and destroy.
Lord, I need you, needed u so much. I need u to go thro this horrible feeling with me.

Yanyan want back her real cheerful SMILE.

Shi Yan at 9:32 PM

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Saturday, October 25, 2008

Year 2008 is going to end. So far I haven really did something big scale for birthday gift. Hee… I have did a few good one but I want to do something more creative for my 2 friends here. I found it very hard to find something that they will like. Why? Because one like branded good which is too costly to buy at such economic and the other I don’t know her so well. They are Oct babies. I have been thinking what to do more than 3 weeks. Idea came to me when I hang out and talk to them. One is very into F1 another one like flower a lot because we went to the Suntec flower event.

The one Big picture came on me when I saw a book. I am going to make them a F cake.

The left side picture is my inspiration and right side are the material i bought.

Using glow in the dark glitter to make racing track.

Guess Guess what are they? Later u will know the ans.

This is the ppl cheering at grand stand. Behind is too blank so make some wishes for her.

Hee... 90% done cake! The green paste paste is a verse for her.

Act 20:24

"However, I consider my life worth nothing to me, if only I may finish the race and complete the task the Lord Jesus has given me—the task of testifying to the gospel of God's grace."

Yanyan change it to a J1 race instead of F1. This is becasue i dun think she will have a chance to be in the F1 team. But she is now in the J1 race. Jesus Number 1 race.

Why do i put in so much effort?

I hope to let her know that we are together in this race, some of us will be there racing with her some will cheer her on. So she is never alone going thro good and bad time. But most important is she can end the race and win the prize that Jesus have prepare for her.

Next Next Next! This is a more challenging one for me.

Material on left and Inspiration on right.

Cant find a whole chocolate and round box @ my daiso.

So....... So.... Have to..........

Coat it with a brown paint. After all really look like chocolate hor. Amazing.

Few days before hand i went to the market and order flower so that i can get it fresh. But to my horror i got difficult buying strawberry. Oct is not the season. I went to few fruit stall and cant get. I pray for to God that i can get it at the last stall. So here u see. Thank God for his faithfulness. Oh oh! to carry the flower and J1 cake to take MRT is so heavy and must be secure for ppl eyes on u!

A A A...... Who are they? What are they doing? Hee.... Yes, they are my Shi FU. Before one day i have book these collegues of mine to handle this part for me. Hee.... Sorry have to SOS for help. As much as i wish to do it myself hmm... I really have no confident in handling beautiful living things like this. If cut wrongly no turning back. So i think i better out source for expert to do this part. The reason i want to do this flower cake is because thro the cake i want to share a meaning that she is a seed now but as she slowly grow in christ she will bloosm into a beautiful flower.

They are busy with the flower and i am busy taking down their busyness.

Nice right so far! Yup Yup. i can snap until here only. I need to leave them alone because i have to go and get my urgent work done first.

20 min Later .................. Everything is DONE

WOW! so shock by them lei. Nice hor... I cant believe it.

Chew Mei and Lay Lay.

These are the two reciever.

A cross for Chew Mei because she is just a new believer who went for water baptism. To eoncourage her to be take up the cross as Jesus disciple.

A branded paper bag for Lay because she always got lot of things to carry.

Why is bus picture. Hee... Life is like a journey got lot of stops but every bus know their destiny.

In life we have to go thro differ stage but in christ we know our destiny.

After the Adult cg we celebrated @ Mac. Lay rush down from her work and the rest all stay back and wait despite next day working.

Hope this is one of their memorable CAKE!

In adult cg we learn abt a formula call MI = HP + CP + CC.

Today i want to share with you my own formula too.

TH = SG + GT + GPP

Touch Heart = Sincere Gift + Good Timing + Good Presention & Packaging

To touch heart , you need to preapre a gift that is unqiue for ppl. Put in a extra thing to the gift that u bought also write their name to it and the date u give. if can buy a gift with a meaning behind it. Find a good timing to present to them so will make them more appreciate. Also the gift must pack in a way that easy for them to carry home and during the journey it will not spoil. Yup, hope my sharing help u a little. You need to plan it out from head to toes to have a maxium impact.

Start trying out. You may say u are not good at art and craft. Actually i am not too. If u look closely my hand work is not that excellent and i even have to out source ppl. You can moblise ppl to bring ur idea out. My believe is thro gift i can share God love too.

With Faith you can move moutain,

With Sincerity you can move heart!

Labels: 3 sec touch require more than 3 days of hard work

Shi Yan at 7:57 PM

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Did YanYan Win the ticket?

Ans: Yanyan don't recieve any call so dun think got win!

Yanyan will still Praise HIM. The best is yet to come.

(I learn how to give praise after watching this GOOD movie. It transform my attitude toward giving Praise to God.)

Even dun win any ticket i still got this Lee Hon note pad.

Hee... Is Good enough. I use it to remember verses.

Shi Yan at 11:41 AM

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Friday, October 24, 2008

NErvous

I took part of the lucky draw to win the concert ticket. If today never call me mean i never win. Have to wait for next time lor. Hee... Keep looking at my Hp see got rang anot.

My officer cant stand me. He said "Please dun be so naive".
Oh.... Hope a bit can not ma.
Ha... If I win, WOW!
Thank Him and her who help me send in the entry.

I think i enjoy the process of win the ticket. Even never win is ok. I like this kind of feeling. So fun and know my friend love me that she help me to do all the entry.

Thank LL.

Labels: Half more days to go