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Thursday, October 25, 2007
HAPPY BIRTHDAY to ME
HAPPY BIRTHDAY to Me
HAPPY BIRTHDAY to SHIYAN
HAPPY BIRTHDAY to Me !
How old am i?
I am 7years old spiritually.
I am borned in Hope church in 2000. I am grow strong because my pastor always feed me well with spirtual milk. I think now is time for me to grow up and take soild food.
Let me show you some photo of my mentors and my caregroup friends. This year is rather exciting for me. My life changes because i know this great bunch of friends.
LC cares for me alot
Jenny wants to disciple me.
SOME FUNNY FACES
ME and LARINE
JOE and AMY
Our Xiao Di - Ding Yuan
Our YU Sheng prepare by Amber
Our Balloon CG
BIG HUG to YOU!
Shiyan and funny Pastor Jeff
MY IDOL and ME
OK. End of my gallery.
BIRTHDAY GIrl want to make a wish NOW.
YanYan hope to see my idol play drum soon.
Shi Yan at 2:36 PM
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I am using connect journal to do my daily quite time. This is a very very useful book. It helps me get connected with God a lot I never fail to spend time with God and my prayer. (If you are interested to buy please go to HOPE RESOURCE to get one. This season is the book of Heb and Gal. This book cost only $7.You will get a 10% discount if you are a hope member.)
Today I used it again. The devotion passage is Matt 11:28-30.
“28 Come to me, all of you who are tired and have heavy loads. I will give you rest. 29 Accept my work and learn from me. I am gentle and humble in spirit. And you will find rest for your souls. 30 The work that I ask you to accept is easy. The load I give you to carry is not heavy.” (NCV)
Last time when I came across these verses I always tell myself that God work is super heavy lor. Where got light. But today I totally agree with these 3 verses.
Why I said so?
As you know I had just trf to my new dept. The people there are really nice and good people. But the job scope is a bit stress compare to what I did last time. These few days get even worse. My official goes on leave and the market drop to 100 points. The margin call is horrible. Over hundred clients need top up $ to settle their calls. I was stress and worry that I can’t finish the call or make mistake along the way.
On Monday around 5 am, I had a nightmare. I jump out of my bed and shout out loudly “My MARGIN CALL DONE?” Wow! At that moment I was I bit shock that I can be so stress. This morning the same thing happens again. I suddenly wake up around the same time. Just 3 days and it happen 2 times. I really can’t believe it.
When I came across these verses, they really comfort my soul. I was physically very tired and the work load is really heavy for me to carry. But I know Jesus is always there to strengthen me as I humbly seek HIM. Now I feel that doing God work is much easier than doing company work. Heee… After 6 years then I knew it.
Currently my attitude is different from last time when I faced work problem in margin. I dare to overcome it. I seek God to find rest for my Soul. Compare to last time I will soak myself with drama to numb my soul.
I find my way to have the true rest. Nowadays I go work with a refresh mind and soul because every day I recharge myself in the power of GOD’s WORD.
I want to give thank to God is that I am not late for work anymore after I trf. I reach office at 830am . Last time is 930pm. Remarkable Hor. Clap Clap!
My work station is not stressful because is a mini-disneyland.
Today I used it again. The devotion passage is Matt 11:28-30.
“28 Come to me, all of you who are tired and have heavy loads. I will give you rest. 29 Accept my work and learn from me. I am gentle and humble in spirit. And you will find rest for your souls. 30 The work that I ask you to accept is easy. The load I give you to carry is not heavy.” (NCV)
Last time when I came across these verses I always tell myself that God work is super heavy lor. Where got light. But today I totally agree with these 3 verses.
Why I said so?
As you know I had just trf to my new dept. The people there are really nice and good people. But the job scope is a bit stress compare to what I did last time. These few days get even worse. My official goes on leave and the market drop to 100 points. The margin call is horrible. Over hundred clients need top up $ to settle their calls. I was stress and worry that I can’t finish the call or make mistake along the way.
On Monday around 5 am, I had a nightmare. I jump out of my bed and shout out loudly “My MARGIN CALL DONE?” Wow! At that moment I was I bit shock that I can be so stress. This morning the same thing happens again. I suddenly wake up around the same time. Just 3 days and it happen 2 times. I really can’t believe it.
When I came across these verses, they really comfort my soul. I was physically very tired and the work load is really heavy for me to carry. But I know Jesus is always there to strengthen me as I humbly seek HIM. Now I feel that doing God work is much easier than doing company work. Heee… After 6 years then I knew it.
Currently my attitude is different from last time when I faced work problem in margin. I dare to overcome it. I seek God to find rest for my Soul. Compare to last time I will soak myself with drama to numb my soul.
I find my way to have the true rest. Nowadays I go work with a refresh mind and soul because every day I recharge myself in the power of GOD’s WORD.
I want to give thank to God is that I am not late for work anymore after I trf. I reach office at 830am . Last time is 930pm. Remarkable Hor. Clap Clap!
My work station is not stressful because is a mini-disneyland.
Shi Yan at 12:50 AM
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Sunday, October 14, 2007
How my week?
This week I encounter 2 very special incident wish make me dwell in it so much. I believe everyone is busy with their work everyday.
In Matt 9:18-26 speak about in Jesus busyness, he still interacted with people and meet their need.
First Incident
It is my lunch; my colleague is waiting for me at the ground floor. I walked out of my office and headed to the toilet before I take the lift to meet her. I walked pass a lady and a little girl. I can sense that they are lost and needed help. But I just ignore my heart because I just want to go for my lunch. I walk into the toilet. When I was cleaning my hand I saw the lady again.
She asked me this:” Are you the staff here?”
I replied:” Yes!”
She continued:” I am here to look for my husband. He is a Thailand XXX. He came here for XXX meeting. Can you help me find him?”
I paused for a moment and said: “ ok, I will try to look for him.” I knew in my heart this is not a coincidence or by luck she ask me for help. The Lord leaded her to me. I dead dead also must find for her. I felt that she may be from our hope Bangkok church. I dun confirm with her about this la. I just very focus to bring her and her daughter level by level to look for her husband. She wrote her husband name on the paper and I brought the paper to each level manger room to ask if they know this man. Finally, we found one person who knows where is her husband and I passed them to look for her husband. Wow! I feel so great at that moment. This makes me happy for the whole day. Hee.. But my colleague waited for me too long. She want to faint lor because of my K>P>O. The story dun end here. There was a saying HAO REN YOU HAO BAO. We went to English class together and found out that my another classmate live near me and he drive us home. (I think every time also got car car sit lor. Keke….) I told my colleague that I am not a KPO because you help people, you will be blessed.
Second Incident
It was early in the morning around 8.45am, I went to work early to settle my margin call thing so that I got enough time. Normally I dun know my hp ring because I put silent mode and away from my sight. I will only check my hp at 10am or 1230pm. I was about to do my margin call, my heart prompt me to look at the hp. Ai! There is an incoming call from my darling. This is a SOS call. My darling seldom asks for help. She urgently need people to pay bill for her if not the line may cut off. So I quick leave my work aside and settle this for her. On my way back is 9am. I started to get nervous because scare I cant finish the margin call. This margin call is a very scary thing to me now. My official step in and saw I haven start my MC, he ask me do you need help? I hmm… He said you just pass me half ba. We share the work. I was so touch by his offer. My heart gives praise to the LORD at the same time.
This 2 incident make me come into this conclusion.
Busyness may eat up our time, our life. Busyness can let us be a selfish person. Jesus is a busy man. But He never neglects the people around Him that need help. He never think of Himself so much but other. As a Christ follower, we should ask God to anoint us with spiritual stamina, to enable us to deny ourselves, to give us an attitude of sacrificing for others, and to work miracles for those in need so God will be glorified.
This week I encounter 2 very special incident wish make me dwell in it so much. I believe everyone is busy with their work everyday.
In Matt 9:18-26 speak about in Jesus busyness, he still interacted with people and meet their need.
First Incident
It is my lunch; my colleague is waiting for me at the ground floor. I walked out of my office and headed to the toilet before I take the lift to meet her. I walked pass a lady and a little girl. I can sense that they are lost and needed help. But I just ignore my heart because I just want to go for my lunch. I walk into the toilet. When I was cleaning my hand I saw the lady again.
She asked me this:” Are you the staff here?”
I replied:” Yes!”
She continued:” I am here to look for my husband. He is a Thailand XXX. He came here for XXX meeting. Can you help me find him?”
I paused for a moment and said: “ ok, I will try to look for him.” I knew in my heart this is not a coincidence or by luck she ask me for help. The Lord leaded her to me. I dead dead also must find for her. I felt that she may be from our hope Bangkok church. I dun confirm with her about this la. I just very focus to bring her and her daughter level by level to look for her husband. She wrote her husband name on the paper and I brought the paper to each level manger room to ask if they know this man. Finally, we found one person who knows where is her husband and I passed them to look for her husband. Wow! I feel so great at that moment. This makes me happy for the whole day. Hee.. But my colleague waited for me too long. She want to faint lor because of my K>P>O. The story dun end here. There was a saying HAO REN YOU HAO BAO. We went to English class together and found out that my another classmate live near me and he drive us home. (I think every time also got car car sit lor. Keke….) I told my colleague that I am not a KPO because you help people, you will be blessed.
Second Incident
It was early in the morning around 8.45am, I went to work early to settle my margin call thing so that I got enough time. Normally I dun know my hp ring because I put silent mode and away from my sight. I will only check my hp at 10am or 1230pm. I was about to do my margin call, my heart prompt me to look at the hp. Ai! There is an incoming call from my darling. This is a SOS call. My darling seldom asks for help. She urgently need people to pay bill for her if not the line may cut off. So I quick leave my work aside and settle this for her. On my way back is 9am. I started to get nervous because scare I cant finish the margin call. This margin call is a very scary thing to me now. My official step in and saw I haven start my MC, he ask me do you need help? I hmm… He said you just pass me half ba. We share the work. I was so touch by his offer. My heart gives praise to the LORD at the same time.
This 2 incident make me come into this conclusion.
Busyness may eat up our time, our life. Busyness can let us be a selfish person. Jesus is a busy man. But He never neglects the people around Him that need help. He never think of Himself so much but other. As a Christ follower, we should ask God to anoint us with spiritual stamina, to enable us to deny ourselves, to give us an attitude of sacrificing for others, and to work miracles for those in need so God will be glorified.
Labels: Busy or not?
Shi Yan at 10:44 PM
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YES! Event 13 is over. Hee...
To prepare this Big Event i am super tired for the last 2 weeks. But my effort did not put to drain. The feedback was good. People really enjoyed the Ski and magic show.
Hmm... One happy thing is people said i acted well but sad is my friends cant come to suppot me.
Ok, hopefully next time still got chance to invite them to see me act.
Sorry never used my JAL take photo. I was to neverous.
To prepare this Big Event i am super tired for the last 2 weeks. But my effort did not put to drain. The feedback was good. People really enjoyed the Ski and magic show.
Hmm... One happy thing is people said i acted well but sad is my friends cant come to suppot me.
Ok, hopefully next time still got chance to invite them to see me act.
Sorry never used my JAL take photo. I was to neverous.
Overall
13 is a Success because of ALL of YOU!
You play a Significant Role!
Shi Yan at 10:32 PM
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Tuesday, October 09, 2007
I saw people playing this game for sometime lor. I asked myself who will tag on me. I wait and wait and wait finally Joejoe Lee tag me. Hee… You got taste, choose me.
The 6 weird things about me?
1.I hope one day I can attend a VERY x3 GRAND dog/cat funeral. Those that asked their friends to go and got tomb one.
2.I will give a lecture to those people who anyhow waste paper. I will tell them this “ The Tree SPIRIT” will come and haunt you because you kill them.” Hmm.. This is not very successful because no one believes my cursing. To save my beloved EARTH, I just do my part by collect paper at home and office so that they can get recycle.
3.Every night I need to sleep with baby pig. (Hee… The Slimest PIGLET in the world. Hopefully can have 99 with me one day.)
4.I can eat the same dishes everyday if I like to eat them. Eg. I can eat hotdog bread for breakfast, Fish soup Bee Hoon for lunch and mix rice for dinner every day. I dun feeling boring eating the same food as long as it taste good.
5.I had no sense of direction but whenever I got lost and found my way out, I feel God presence. He will always lead me to the place I want to go.
6.If you want me to go out on Saturday is like wanting my LIFE.
Nobody to tag because all the people i know play this before lor.
The 6 weird things about me?
1.I hope one day I can attend a VERY x3 GRAND dog/cat funeral. Those that asked their friends to go and got tomb one.
2.I will give a lecture to those people who anyhow waste paper. I will tell them this “ The Tree SPIRIT” will come and haunt you because you kill them.” Hmm.. This is not very successful because no one believes my cursing. To save my beloved EARTH, I just do my part by collect paper at home and office so that they can get recycle.
3.Every night I need to sleep with baby pig. (Hee… The Slimest PIGLET in the world. Hopefully can have 99 with me one day.)
4.I can eat the same dishes everyday if I like to eat them. Eg. I can eat hotdog bread for breakfast, Fish soup Bee Hoon for lunch and mix rice for dinner every day. I dun feeling boring eating the same food as long as it taste good.
5.I had no sense of direction but whenever I got lost and found my way out, I feel God presence. He will always lead me to the place I want to go.
6.If you want me to go out on Saturday is like wanting my LIFE.
Nobody to tag because all the people i know play this before lor.
Shi Yan at 6:59 PM
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On the 13 which is this coming Saturday, i got an event. This event is talking about HOPE in life. The title is called:
“The Last Train”
Synopsis: The story surrounds collective tales of single individuals in our everyday life-the joy, the tears, the complexity, the simplicity. It delves into the lives of people we see everyday in the train, whom we’ve brushed across, anonymously- people with troubles, with dreams, with crushed hopes, people who have lost and people who are all longing for things so much the same yet all different.
As the last train approaches and the last commuters of the day hop on one by one, we sneak into theirs minds and hearts while they tell their own *stories. Together but yet different, we see how people of our time can lost, and how they can still find hope.
Stories consider of (in between the acting there is ppl singing touching song and dancers to dance to bring out the feeling)
“The Last Train”
Synopsis: The story surrounds collective tales of single individuals in our everyday life-the joy, the tears, the complexity, the simplicity. It delves into the lives of people we see everyday in the train, whom we’ve brushed across, anonymously- people with troubles, with dreams, with crushed hopes, people who have lost and people who are all longing for things so much the same yet all different.
As the last train approaches and the last commuters of the day hop on one by one, we sneak into theirs minds and hearts while they tell their own *stories. Together but yet different, we see how people of our time can lost, and how they can still find hope.
Stories consider of (in between the acting there is ppl singing touching song and dancers to dance to bring out the feeling)
- Broken family
- Family pressure / Self Esteem
- Have it all
- Peer Pressure
- Prmartial Sex
- Stuck in a rut
- Failed BGR
I am acting a wife been dump by my husband. Here are a few min of preview.
Want to know what happened to me & Robert?
Come and join me for the 13's event!
Come and join me for the 13's event!
It will be at a cafe near cityhall. this event
start at 7 to 930pm.
Please email me at neosy@phillip.com.sg or tag me or call me.
Please email me at neosy@phillip.com.sg or tag me or call me.
Shi Yan at 4:38 PM
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Sunday, October 07, 2007
Just like my transfer to my new dept. At first I am thinking that this dept is easy job. I can go home early and less workload. This week I face the REALLY challenge. I do margin call. Wow! It is so scarcely. Everyday 3-5pm is my heart attack time. I have to check my clients got top up $$ if not I need to sell their shares. There was once I forget to forcesell the share at the last 8min before the market closed. My colleague sport it and help me sell it just in time. If we are unable to sell the share we will be breaking the security rule. My colleague let me feel his hand. They are cold ones. I make him frozen. Still got one more time I just need to sell 3 lots of share but on the paper I wrote 30 lots. HENG! HENG! My official saw it and stops me. OH… Nowadays I was so anxious at work. But I believe this panic feeling will come to and end when I get more familiar with the calculation and with the system.
Shoes : I will continue to wear
Work: I will continue to perform to my best.
Feeling is a moment thing but decision making is a commitment.
Pray for me that I can wear these and soar in this new dept.
My new shoes and dear pooh.
Shi Yan at 10:22 PM
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