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Sunday, July 29, 2007
GOT An Idea,
I want to bring (4/9) apple and banana GO work.
Bring along my new piglet pen too.(Got light when you write)
These things will add strength to me.
OK. Now go lie down to sleep.
I hope tomorrow i will reach office at 9pm Sharp.
I want to bring (4/9) apple and banana GO work.
Bring along my new piglet pen too.(Got light when you write)
These things will add strength to me.
OK. Now go lie down to sleep.
I hope tomorrow i will reach office at 9pm Sharp.
Shi Yan at 11:39 PM
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SKIP 1 SKIP 2 SKIP 3.
ONE MONTH TWO MONTH.
WHAT I really ONE?
Today, i skiped my sunday.I dun go to meet him again.
I numbed myself in the TV world..
I think alot on my future while watching the drama.
But no conclusion at all.
Every time, i did not turn up. She never failed to called me. She even came to my house to passed me today sermon CD.
Hmmm.... i am gulity. I dun deserved it.
Thanks for your care.
Few more hours, i need to go work.
But I cant sleep in peace.
What should i DO?
Pray?
ONE MONTH TWO MONTH.
WHAT I really ONE?
Today, i skiped my sunday.I dun go to meet him again.
I numbed myself in the TV world..
I think alot on my future while watching the drama.
But no conclusion at all.
Every time, i did not turn up. She never failed to called me. She even came to my house to passed me today sermon CD.
Hmmm.... i am gulity. I dun deserved it.
Thanks for your care.
Few more hours, i need to go work.
But I cant sleep in peace.
What should i DO?
Pray?
Shi Yan at 11:21 PM
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Saturday, July 28, 2007
Did you play shares? OR Are you watching closely on the stock market?
IF yes, you will know that this month is a high and low month. The market had hit it super high point and now it is dropping a lot.
So how am I doing now?
My life is just like the stock market. I received the good news that made me hit my high but few days later, a bad news and sad news brought me to a low point of my life.
Hmmm… What is the Good, Bad and Sad NEWS?
GOOD NEWS
On 2 July, there is a new girl coming to take over my position .She is a fast learner. Wow! I was so excited because she can pick up thing very fast. I predict in one month time I can transfer to CFD. Here I come in AUG.
All my belongings had moved to my CFD table. Even my new PC is there. I am so happy.
BAD NEWS
On 5 July, my official collapse in the office. The doctor found out that she had a tumor in her brain. She needs to go for operation immediately. She went for it on the 9 July.
Margin fell into another crisis. My new manager apply for 2 new head count and is been approve.
We worked hard and very hard to make operation went smooth. Everyone is overloaded. There is short handed but the market volume keep increasing. We work like MAD everyday. We work more than 12 hr a day.
SAD NEWS
On 13 July, my new manager called for a meeting. She told us she had decided to resign. When I had this NEW it is like thunder striking down. The reason is she seems so unproductive because she is not train in this field. She cant really help us so much. She got high commitment like her study and running a tuition centre. She cant stay OT so much. She is also concern about her health problem. Her health cant take took much stress. After her sharing she cried. I was emotionally affected too. She is a good and firm boss. Just that her timing to get in phillip is wrong. I had build a relationship very her and now she going to leave. I need to start all over again with the upcoming boss. Haiz…
On 28 July, I received my incensement letter. Suppose to be happy la. But I was totally uninterested on the amount. It is meaningless to me. This 2 weeks, I was like in the hell. I become very HOT in my dept. People keep on calling my name.
SHIYAN1 SHIYAN! Why this one not correct.
SUYAN! Can you do REV for this.
NEO, go and tell the new girl dun do this, must do that.
Lau da, I cant get signature HOW?
Call here Call there. There was once 3 people talk to me a the same time. All are questions solving question.
I am really HOT. VERY HOT. Want to kill people le.
WHY?
Who am i?
I am NOBODY.
A margin assistance –ans: NO. (because got new girl took over my position)
A CFD assistance –ans:NO.(because I dun have the green light to go over)
NEO SU YAN is neither here nor there.
I am doing the entire dirty job. Even I sit far away from my new and old neighbors I cant have peace. They keep on goin to me complaining how I need to teach the new girl.
I dislike what I am doing now. Everyday I pulled myself to work. There is one day I was so restless that I took a half day “UGENT” leave in the morning. Another day, I spend $16.90 to took a cab to work. If you know me well, I am stingy in taking cab.
Thing are getting worse each day. I do my best to cover all the work. They cant do the thing out before the cutoff time, I will take over. I do I do I do. (No need to say this 2 word on marry day. I said this everyday). People are driving me mad. My new and old neighbors keep on asking me when I am going to transfering. I told them a million time I dun know. But they like want to force me to give a ans. If really want to gave an ans, it will be 2008?
On the other side the CFD dept boss and even director ask me when I can go over.
I dun know. They seem like want to give up me. My new PC had lost her virginity. Somebody had used them to help up.
How?
Joshua really enter into the promise land? With milk and honey?
I think “Joshua” had die in the battle field. She had no more spirit to fight. She seems like losing all the way.
Father, i was like in the desert now. Totally lose. Lord, you called Abram (the man of faith) out of the desert and move to a new land. That is your goodness for him.
Lord, I need your calling. Call me out.
IF yes, you will know that this month is a high and low month. The market had hit it super high point and now it is dropping a lot.
So how am I doing now?
My life is just like the stock market. I received the good news that made me hit my high but few days later, a bad news and sad news brought me to a low point of my life.
Hmmm… What is the Good, Bad and Sad NEWS?
GOOD NEWS
On 2 July, there is a new girl coming to take over my position .She is a fast learner. Wow! I was so excited because she can pick up thing very fast. I predict in one month time I can transfer to CFD. Here I come in AUG.
All my belongings had moved to my CFD table. Even my new PC is there. I am so happy.
BAD NEWS
On 5 July, my official collapse in the office. The doctor found out that she had a tumor in her brain. She needs to go for operation immediately. She went for it on the 9 July.
Margin fell into another crisis. My new manager apply for 2 new head count and is been approve.
We worked hard and very hard to make operation went smooth. Everyone is overloaded. There is short handed but the market volume keep increasing. We work like MAD everyday. We work more than 12 hr a day.
SAD NEWS
On 13 July, my new manager called for a meeting. She told us she had decided to resign. When I had this NEW it is like thunder striking down. The reason is she seems so unproductive because she is not train in this field. She cant really help us so much. She got high commitment like her study and running a tuition centre. She cant stay OT so much. She is also concern about her health problem. Her health cant take took much stress. After her sharing she cried. I was emotionally affected too. She is a good and firm boss. Just that her timing to get in phillip is wrong. I had build a relationship very her and now she going to leave. I need to start all over again with the upcoming boss. Haiz…
On 28 July, I received my incensement letter. Suppose to be happy la. But I was totally uninterested on the amount. It is meaningless to me. This 2 weeks, I was like in the hell. I become very HOT in my dept. People keep on calling my name.
SHIYAN1 SHIYAN! Why this one not correct.
SUYAN! Can you do REV for this.
NEO, go and tell the new girl dun do this, must do that.
Lau da, I cant get signature HOW?
Call here Call there. There was once 3 people talk to me a the same time. All are questions solving question.
I am really HOT. VERY HOT. Want to kill people le.
WHY?
Who am i?
I am NOBODY.
A margin assistance –ans: NO. (because got new girl took over my position)
A CFD assistance –ans:NO.(because I dun have the green light to go over)
NEO SU YAN is neither here nor there.
I am doing the entire dirty job. Even I sit far away from my new and old neighbors I cant have peace. They keep on goin to me complaining how I need to teach the new girl.
I dislike what I am doing now. Everyday I pulled myself to work. There is one day I was so restless that I took a half day “UGENT” leave in the morning. Another day, I spend $16.90 to took a cab to work. If you know me well, I am stingy in taking cab.
Thing are getting worse each day. I do my best to cover all the work. They cant do the thing out before the cutoff time, I will take over. I do I do I do. (No need to say this 2 word on marry day. I said this everyday). People are driving me mad. My new and old neighbors keep on asking me when I am going to transfering. I told them a million time I dun know. But they like want to force me to give a ans. If really want to gave an ans, it will be 2008?
On the other side the CFD dept boss and even director ask me when I can go over.
I dun know. They seem like want to give up me. My new PC had lost her virginity. Somebody had used them to help up.
How?
Joshua really enter into the promise land? With milk and honey?
I think “Joshua” had die in the battle field. She had no more spirit to fight. She seems like losing all the way.
Father, i was like in the desert now. Totally lose. Lord, you called Abram (the man of faith) out of the desert and move to a new land. That is your goodness for him.
Lord, I need your calling. Call me out.
Labels: CRIED OUT.
Shi Yan at 4:35 PM
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Saturday, July 14, 2007
2007 left half a year. Still can remember I set 10 New Year resolution. I achieve none of them so far. This week I was introduce to a 6km shear bridge run. Wow! I actually I dun really keen in it. I was just to LAZY to train myself. Hmmm… at the end I agreed to join.
WHY?
I see a purpose in this RUN. If I join, I got a chance to deeper 2 relationships. Can say I got xin ji ba. But I am really interested to know them better. This run is a good opportunity for me. Relationships start to grow when people had common ground.Hee.. This is what I learn.
This common ground requires me to leave my comfort zone. If you know me, SATURDAY is always my rest day or family day. NOBODY can date me out from my house unless is family dinner with my relative and family members.
Guess what I did today?
On 2pm, I saw a MISS call. My intention was to reply the call. But dun know how, after a 20 min chat, this person ask me to go and run track mill together. ._.!!
Hmmm… I agreed to go. I know if I dun start today I will never have stamina to complete the 6km. I am not just signing up and make people happy. I know if I can complete it, I am bringing someone one step closer to cross the line of faith. Hee.. This is the way I can carry the cross for HIM. I hope this little effort I put in can make a difference.
WHY?
I see a purpose in this RUN. If I join, I got a chance to deeper 2 relationships. Can say I got xin ji ba. But I am really interested to know them better. This run is a good opportunity for me. Relationships start to grow when people had common ground.Hee.. This is what I learn.
This common ground requires me to leave my comfort zone. If you know me, SATURDAY is always my rest day or family day. NOBODY can date me out from my house unless is family dinner with my relative and family members.
Guess what I did today?
On 2pm, I saw a MISS call. My intention was to reply the call. But dun know how, after a 20 min chat, this person ask me to go and run track mill together. ._.!!
Hmmm… I agreed to go. I know if I dun start today I will never have stamina to complete the 6km. I am not just signing up and make people happy. I know if I can complete it, I am bringing someone one step closer to cross the line of faith. Hee.. This is the way I can carry the cross for HIM. I hope this little effort I put in can make a difference.
We went to clementi gym. I ran 2.2km for 20min.(Is it ok at this speed?) I was so restless after the 20min. I doubt can I make it. This person encourages me that he/she will accompany me to train for this race. Hee… I fixed time she /he will come down with me. That is so nice of him/her.
My Tired FeeT
After the sweating, we went to hawker to eat my childhood food. The stall was there almost 30 years. The chicken cutlet is very famous. The chicken is not fried until dry and hard one. It is soft with a special sauce over it. When I ate it, all my childhood memories came back. (if you all happen to go there must try out. It is near the statay stall.)
THE Yummy Chicken Chop.
Ok. After reading for so long.
Do you want to know who is the person charming person that can ask me out?
This person is L.M.K aka my Darling aka 1314
aka
SUPER SUPER BEAUTY!
A COOL NEW HAIR STYLE! I like IT!
Shi Yan at 10:49 PM
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Wednesday, July 11, 2007
GAL 5:22
The fruit of the love , Apple , Orange , BANANA, kindness, PEAR, faithfulness, gentleness and self-control.
I GOT 4/9 of my FRUIT of the Spirit. 5/9 coming up soon.
The fruit of the love , Apple , Orange , BANANA, kindness, PEAR, faithfulness, gentleness and self-control.
I GOT 4/9 of my FRUIT of the Spirit. 5/9 coming up soon.
1314 dun ask me how I got back this from 2328.
I really have a difficult time. But with my sincerity, 2328 heart melt and give me back.
Jerliyn, I have heard about the banana recording. Hmm….. very sorry, The banana cant gave you. Hee…This is a very precious BANANA, I need to keep it for life.
2328, You are not there to BCBH la, at least you surprise me by Pro 27:9. VERY SURPRISE. But next time dun be too naught to TMF. (NEW Code for You to BREAK.)
I really have a difficult time. But with my sincerity, 2328 heart melt and give me back.
Jerliyn, I have heard about the banana recording. Hmm….. very sorry, The banana cant gave you. Hee…This is a very precious BANANA, I need to keep it for life.
2328, You are not there to BCBH la, at least you surprise me by Pro 27:9. VERY SURPRISE. But next time dun be too naught to TMF. (NEW Code for You to BREAK.)
Labels: 7-Eleven from 4959
Shi Yan at 11:53 PM
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