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Saturday, June 30, 2007
But Man has a GREAT GOD to rely on.
On Friday, I go thro an incident that make me had a better understanding of this 2 sentences.
Issuing chq is my daily work. Usually after getting the signatures I will just put all the chq in a file for client to come and collect. During lunchtime, I was about to put all my chq into the file, the Holy Spirit prompt me to look at a partial RM$ chq.
OH NO! I wrote the name wrongly. Then the TR is there to collect the chq to bank in. My mind went blank at that moment. The spirit told me that i should change a new chq for her. But the thing is all the directors are not in. I also heard before this TR is a very fierce person. By looking at her face, I agreed. I had no courage to tell her the truth. I just passed her the cheque. She looked at the chq for awhile but found nothing wrong. She walked off and I went back to my seat. I was so fearful that if the chq bounced she will be even more mad at me. I quickly rush out to look for her. But everything is too late. She had gone off with the chq.
I can’t have peace in me. I told my colleagues. Hmm… They help me search for her Hp but no luck to get he no. They started to tell me that she will confirm come and make noise if the bank calls her up and even complain to my boss. I was really down. If I need to stop payment, need to pay $50 and 3 days then can issue a new chq. Then I think my boss will shake her head at me too. I regret for ignoring the spirit prompting. I am super angry with myself. I also very scare the consequences if she really bank in the chq.
My collogues were giving a lot of suggestion on what to do and the prediction of the outcome. The more I listened the more I feel FAN. I stop listening to them. I quite down my heart and mind. I started to confess to God and think postively.
I repented for my action. I pray and rely myself TOTALLY to GOD. I pray that God will alert her once again to look at the chq before her bank in. I am all ready for her to scold me as long as she passes the chq back.
I mediated on this bible verse to calm myself down.
Matt 17:20
He replied, "Because you have so little faith. I tell you the truth, if you have faith as small as a mustard seed, you can say to this mountain, 'Move from here to there' and it will move. Nothing will be impossible for you."
God, I had little faith like the mustard seed, I said move the chq back from bank to me. Jesus Christ my God, Nothing is impossible for you. Amen.
In creditably, The chq returned back and I was not scolded by TR. My colleague even helped me to change a new one and send it to her room. Praise the Lord. I was speechless for the outcome. I made a mistake, yet when I rely on Lord and acknowledge I am wrong. God’s mercy will still be with me.
I learn a GOOD lesson and know God love and His character deeper thro this .
JESUS hate man’s sin But He Love Sinner like You and me.
He said this is in bible,
"Everyone who calls on the name of the Lord will be saved”
Rom 10:13
Wednesday, June 27, 2007
“Jesus , if there is any guy who really queue up and buy for me, I will marry him.
OR
If any girls who buy for me they are really my Good Friend.”
This person is really LOVES YANYAN a lot one.
Just to buy a dozen = 12 doughnut for ME!
Happy YanYan collecting her delivery Dougnut.
OR
Spicy Cheese?
My Sister choose Heart Shape Strawberry.
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Blackberry
and
Sweet Cheese.
'MY Message for my GOOD FRIENDS'
Monday, June 25, 2007
The fruit of the Spirit is Red Alien , Apple , Orange , Patience, kindness, goodness, GrapeS, gentleness and Banana.
Darling, the grapes and banana are for your reference.
I want to grow in my Patience for the last half a year.
So I am looking forward to a Creative Fruit on this character.
Hopefully, can recieved the full set on 11/7/07.
Hee... dun stress you. If really cant at least must have Fruit Patience.
On our hot date, We will have a presentation.
I also got a BIG gift for you. You Only can find ONE in this world.
Today when I was walking home, it rain. Wow! This year is my second time caught in the rain at such a late hour. Last time my mood was a little sad one.There is a great different for today. The feeling is JOYFUL.This time I was running all the way. As I was running, the activities that we did on the dinner table keep reflecting in my mind. I keep smiling and smiling. Hee… No need to be shepherd and sheep then memories verse together. Friends can do it together too.
I really enjoy myself today. I had 2 new buddies. Last time when ever we meet up the atmosphere is a bit weird but now no more….Our friendship grow into another level.
I hope my new and old buddies will continue to help me in this activities ok.
-Test me every week.
-Monitor me.
-Help me to keep this fire burning
You all set a not?
(Other if u have compassion on me and want to see me rooted in the WOG monitor me.)
Thank You very much.
Currently you can test me on
Prov 16:9
2 Tim 3:12 (best of all)
Matt 5:8
Gen 12:3
Hope next week I can read out
Psalm 1:1-3
Deu 28: 1-2
P/s : I want to thank Amy for blessing me this box of cards. It has being a very useful and meaning gift. Hee… I got a name for this card. Amy, you want to know the name? Please dun feel cold after I say it out.
IT is Call “ THE HOLY VERSE CARD!” keke….
From now on this box of cards is strictly for writing bible verse only.
Ok got to go. Is time for connect journal.
Monday, June 18, 2007
I back from my church camp.
This camp is really a super relax one for me.
My camp objective is unplugging myself from my work and get soak in the WOG.
There are 2 unusual things that I did in this church.
(My DL had taught us a lesson on how to max our camp experience.
One of them is stay away from distraction and be concentrated. He shares with us that few year ago, he fasted during the camp and experience GOD presence at the toilet.)
1.) I decide to fast during this camp. This fasting really works for me. Thro this fasting I can concentrate more in the teaching and learn much. I fasted 2 things in the camp. I fast from shopping and eating meat. Hee… I bring RM$56 just to buy food only. Without fail i will eat my cheese cake.
The square one is mine.
My fasting was tested in this shop. So many cute things. Look at the shop name and you will know is attractive. But i hold back to buy because i want to meet the Lord rather that meet the shopping list.
I was tempted to buy this slipper too. I like the flower on it and it is also very cheap. But i know what i want is more than this.
During the camp I only eat vegetable. Just like Daniel in the bible did. I did not grow weak but become more sensitive on listening the WOG. When I dun eat meat guess what colour is my SHIT? Keke… is purely Green lor. I was shock when i saw it. Did u all have such green experience before?
Here are the photo of my GREEN SHIT.
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Did you see it?
The invisible Green shit. Hee..... I not so ER Xin la.
2.) I soak myself in the bath tub on the first and second days. Normally I dun do that. It is a very girl thing to do. But why I did it lei? The bath tub is clean and good quality.It helps me to stay away from TV(distraction). I was in this at least 30 min to 45min each time.
I pour the whole bottle of bath shower to get this foam effect.
During the bath bath I just pray in tongue. The foam makes me relax too. I got a verse thro this foam bath. I mediate this verse thro out the 4 days. I want to be physical pure and spiritually pure so that I can meet the Lord.
Matt 5:8 God blesses those people whose hearts are pure. They will see him!
Summary what I learn from this camp.
1.)I must value knowledge and make a commitment to be a life long learner. I must not be afraid to go thro hardship in my early 20. I must gain as much knowledge in order to have a better future. When I move on to my new dept I must humble myself to learn as much as I could. God created us to add value to the world. Be the best that I can be for Christ. Be a influence to the world.
2.) To end the race or sustain in this Christian race, Knowing God word is the most important Key. That is thro reading the bible.
I need to stay patient in learning the word. The understanding of the word take time. Keep on improving and studying.
3.)Another thing I learn abt is the Olympic fire. When the runner run with the fire, it is not how fast or slow he run and reach the destiny. But it is abt keeping the fire burning before he reached. In our Christian race, We may be what LLL or just a member. It is not abt what tile you are in. It is all abt keeping the FIRE for God. We must not let this fire die down in our heart. Must KEEP the fire BURNING till we see Jesus Face to Face.
Lord I live by your word
Lord i live by every word from your mouth
I'm like a tree by a stream
i'm bearing fruit my leaf is green
All that i do is prospering
Oh Lord i live by your word.
I want to be a evergreen Christian.
Thursday, June 14, 2007
Finish my packaging.
Set objectives.
No work burden.
MY Heart is well prepared as I have been fasting since Monday.
BUT
I have ONE VERY IMPORTANT PRAYER that I have to pray before I go to bed..
This prayer is for my 2 GOOD Friends.
Dear Handsome Papa,
1.) I prayed that you will send peace to my darling. You will comfort and strengthen her soul. She will be a good employer on Thursday and Friday. On Friday and Saturday, she will be a GOOD daughter and granddaughter that show UR LOVE to her family. LORD, Saturday evening, Her family will support darling to come and join us. If possible, please sends a MOTOR BIKE to Darling so that she can drive down to the camp to join us. Lord may u watch over her when she travel down. When she came, Lord let her experience ur presence and ur goodness.
2.) Another person I want to pray for is Green Green. Lord, I pray that u help green finished those unsettle things quickly so that he can come to the church camp. You will give him peace as he makes the decision to come.
Father, this is my heart cry,
Please let ur people come and ur will be done. AMEN!
Monday, June 11, 2007
Matt 9:17
Neither do men pour new wine into old wineskins. If they do, the skins will burst, the wine will run out and the wineskins will be ruined. No, they pour new wine into new wineskins, and both are preserved."
The Lord wants to pour in the new wine in to new wine skin. All the while I am clothed as an old wine skin. But today my heart is transform. I am ready. I am the new wine skin now. I am ready to let God pour in the New wine. I dun know what the wine God is going to pour in my life, all I know is when he pour in the wine skin will not burst.
Another Joyful thing is a lot of my cg people response to go to camp. Initially, I ask a few of them to join for the camp, their answer were cant make it. As you know I am timid to ask further when I got reject, I am not really good in such area ma, so dare not ask again. So I really pray for them. The 2 of them that I say cant, ended up ON for the camp. The one I hope that she can sit beside me during camp maybe coming on weekend. Wow! That is really AMAZING. Only Jesus can do it.(change the heart of people and he will make a way when it seem no way.) Even Larine signed up for camp. Wow! I had being guilty that I cant really meet up with her. I dun really know how can I build a deeper friendship with her. God just make a way for me. I want to faint lor. Too much good new to contain for the day. My prayer had been answered one by one. I cling on to this promise. Ask you will be given. Seek and you will find. I believe God will answer this prayer of mind as I ask and seek Him.
Darling, I will pray hard for God to heal ur grandma and ask God to assure you that He will take care of your love one.
Ps 20:7
Some trust in chariots and some in horses, but
we trust in the name of the LORD our God.
We trust God together. Amen.
See you at the camp.
Saturday, June 09, 2007
1.) On Tuesday, the system was really slow and I can’t get the director to sign my chq. So the chq was delay for quick chq. I was too busy to get director to sign the chq. I got too many cut off time to meet. So dun mange to deposit the chq on time. One of the client chq got bounce because of my delay. He complains about our poor service and he is asking for compensation. I got a lecture because of this. I told my boss I am too busy to go up to sign the chq. But she said “BUSY is a very LOUSY Excuse.” These words really boiled my blood and I was really hurt deep down my heart. What can I do, hold back my tears and continue to work hard.
2.) Clients’ shares were force sold because I overlook and dun stop the force selling for them. I bought back the share for them. The price is higher than what we sold for them. So company make a few hundred losses because of my carelessness. My boss dun knows this matter yet. The contra loss statement will be out soon. Hmm... I guess is another one more around of XXXXX.
I was totally restless. On Wednesday prayer meeting, Stef prophecy was on the dry bone. I am one of them. Dry until cannot dry. I need God to pour in spiritual water in me so that I can continue to be an evergreen Christian. I had not much strengthen to show love and care to people around me. I need to be refreshed and rest physical.
On Thursday my colleague is back. She was having fever. Wow! Her face is really as RED as the apple. If Jesus see that, He confirm got compassion one lor. I was cold and show no pity on her. All I wanted is to finish my work and meet all my cut off time. I feel bad in a sense. At night, I told my underground mummy about my high fever colleague, she ask me got buy herbal tea for her. My answer is NO. Underground mummy said, then why not u show her love. God say in the bible love ur neighbor as urself. Wow! My heart is not that BIG la. We stop our conservation here.
I cant sleep well that night. I know I need to do something for her. I ask myself this “It is 3am morning, can I really wake up early to go market buy herbal tea for her?” My past record is reaching office at 930 . My flesh and mind is going thro a spiritual warfare. One side ask me to Love another side ask me to show Heartless.
WWJD?
He will wake up early in the morning to go and buy Herbal tea for the sick .He will not just buy for her only. He will buy for the whole dept. The whole team work damn hard too. Every one is under stressed. They also need love and care.
I am Jesus disciple; I heard his heart bit. As much as I can I want to show Love to people. I want to be an obedience child.
So this is what I do.
20 BOTTLEs of HERBAL TEA
....Some Hand carry.. ...and .....Some Bag carry......
2Type of Flavour.... ...... .......>One of the 20
Hoho....Actually is 21 bottles. I bought a special bottle for her. Hee... Her drink is for Fever one. She is very thankful for that. i also feel good.
p/S: Underground mama I want to thank you for sharing God principle to me. I want to train (Not try) myself to do good in all situation.
Not too long ago, Eguene post this question in his bolg.
(You can try answer this too.)
"What have you done lately for Jesus Christ?"
Yanyan is not that very courageous person that will share Christ in word thro the bible or draw bridge diagram to let people understand the gospel. All She know is to use her sweat and sincerity to tell people that Jesus love them. She pray that as they drink the herbal tea they will feel the love of Christ for 3 sec. (Yan yan of little faith. Maybe some will feel more than 3 sec ba.)Hee… Then Yanyan sweat is not put in vain.
On Saturday,
My Mummy Brand Herbal Tea for Yanyan.
Labels: Herbal Tea = His Love