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Thursday, May 31, 2007
Hmm….. I had been waiting for the card to mail to my house. Finally it reached me yesterday night. I loved the Picture on the card and the words warmed my heart. I can’t sleep for the whole night take out see and see and see.
WHY i like this card?
1.) Can feel the sender Sincerity and love for me.
2.)Got Sunflower
3.)Got Bee and a house.
I got a tree house for my pigletSSSssss to live too.
This house Got Flower and Bee too.
Can you see the smiliar things?
Indeed this card had brought me a GREAT JOY.
THANKS! THANKS! THANKs!
WHY i like this card?
1.) Can feel the sender Sincerity and love for me.
2.)Got Sunflower
3.)Got Bee and a house.
I got a tree house for my pigletSSSssss to live too.
This house Got Flower and Bee too.
Can you see the smiliar things?
Behind this card,
there is a printing.This Card had hit its objective.
Indeed this card had brought me a GREAT JOY.
THANKS! THANKS! THANKs!
Labels: A city on the HILL.
Shi Yan at 2:54 PM
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Tuesday, May 29, 2007
I want to make some amendment to my 23 May post. Hmmm, On Friday I received news from my boss. The girl who suppose to come and sign the agreement did not turn up. She had a better offer. At that moment, my mind went blank for 3 sec. It was a terrible feeling. When I go back to my seat I ask myself WHY? Hmm….. God dun answer this question but my new neighbor and old neighbor answered this question for me. One said “The more you want to leave the more you cant!” Followed by the next one “We cannot let we leave this dept.” Although they said in a joking way but this word do make me feel more down. I dun said much but just smile back at them.
In my bad mood, the temp staff comforts me. Ha… he is so cute. He said “dun think too much we go and sign chq.” We go out to Tou Tou Qi. We went to find a manger to sign the chq. He is a new authorized. This is our first time asking him to sign for us.
He asked a lot of question. He want to make sure he is signing the right things. When he signed his first chq, temp staff Chek and I burst into laughter. Wow! We never expect his signature to be like this. I hold my laughter because we need to go on this session. Really cant hold long. HENG! Hp rang and jenny came over to have a look. I asked Jenny took over me. Chek and I rush out of the room and we really Laugh out Big time. Chek laugh until very LOUD, tear come out and stomach painful. I laugh softly, Laugh inside my heart and I cant take it and I ran to toilet to piss after that. Show U The photo.
Like Anyhow Draw Right?
I still dun know when I can transfer but at least God send Chek to share my workload and bring some joy at my workplace. He even bought me a one whole cake during my birthday. This cake cost abt half of his one day salary. Kee… End up he need to work OT to cover back. I am really thankful and so touch by his gesture.
'BakerZin' BeryBerry Nice Cake
Chek and Yan
I can’t wait to enter into this promise land. I am all ready. I feeling like I am walking around the Jericho Wall. Waiting for the time to give a LOUD SHOUT then the wall Fall Down and I can go in and take the land. During this hardship I learn to be JOYful. It took me sometime to response in a correct manner.
I had took picture of the promise land’s people. These are my upcoming officials. One is Sim and the other is Angeline. They are really nice people.
This is SIM Ge Ge. He is VERY MAN one hor.
This pic is i just snap one. (He dun know abt this)
That why Look a bit Sim Jie Jie.
Guess which one is Angeline?
The most Cheerful Smile will be her.
Please dun guess the woman in black.
The woman is the one who buy me SUNFLOWER.
Hee.....
In my bad mood, the temp staff comforts me. Ha… he is so cute. He said “dun think too much we go and sign chq.” We go out to Tou Tou Qi. We went to find a manger to sign the chq. He is a new authorized. This is our first time asking him to sign for us.
He asked a lot of question. He want to make sure he is signing the right things. When he signed his first chq, temp staff Chek and I burst into laughter. Wow! We never expect his signature to be like this. I hold my laughter because we need to go on this session. Really cant hold long. HENG! Hp rang and jenny came over to have a look. I asked Jenny took over me. Chek and I rush out of the room and we really Laugh out Big time. Chek laugh until very LOUD, tear come out and stomach painful. I laugh softly, Laugh inside my heart and I cant take it and I ran to toilet to piss after that. Show U The photo.
Like Anyhow Draw Right?
I still dun know when I can transfer but at least God send Chek to share my workload and bring some joy at my workplace. He even bought me a one whole cake during my birthday. This cake cost abt half of his one day salary. Kee… End up he need to work OT to cover back. I am really thankful and so touch by his gesture.
'BakerZin' BeryBerry Nice Cake
Chek and Yan
I can’t wait to enter into this promise land. I am all ready. I feeling like I am walking around the Jericho Wall. Waiting for the time to give a LOUD SHOUT then the wall Fall Down and I can go in and take the land. During this hardship I learn to be JOYful. It took me sometime to response in a correct manner.
I had took picture of the promise land’s people. These are my upcoming officials. One is Sim and the other is Angeline. They are really nice people.
This is SIM Ge Ge. He is VERY MAN one hor.
This pic is i just snap one. (He dun know abt this)
That why Look a bit Sim Jie Jie.
Guess which one is Angeline?
The most Cheerful Smile will be her.
Please dun guess the woman in black.
The woman is the one who buy me SUNFLOWER.
Hee.....
Shi Yan at 11:57 PM
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Wednesday, May 23, 2007
My Birthday Wish Come true
I make a wish today. I wish that by today my boss will tell me when "this person" will come and take over my position. Haven't got any sound for the past 2 week. A lot of people asking me when i am transfering. I couldn't answer them.
FINALLY
At 8.00pm, i was about to leave office, my boss told me that
"this person" will come on
28/05/2007
That is really a BIG birthday gift for me.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dV__52qXJc0&mode=related&search
Shi Yan at 11:42 PM
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Monday, May 21, 2007
Today I got a last min date with my Zhixia.. We meet at Vivo City. She wanted to buy farewell gift for her collogues. I think if you go to Vivo, one of the shop people will not miss is the “CANDY EMPIRE” This shop had more chocolate then sweet. They should consider changing the shop name lei. I can’t eat chocolate. It is a place full of temptation to me.
Finally something caught my eyes.
Joe Joe Lee SD Card Reader
This is a very very good stuff. If dun have this, JAL photo cant be uploaded.For someone like me(IT zero) really need to get one.
So i requested from my sister to bless me. But she dun know what is a card reader.
Finally something caught my eyes.
NOUGAT ON THE SHELF
500G AUSTRALLIA NOUGAT AT $23.80
Thinking of buying a smaller packet at $5.00. But end up didn’t.
Dun want to add FAT to my body even i like it very much.
Darling said my blog is more live nowadays.
Do you want to know
W.H.Y?
This is because someone lent me this equipment.
Joe Joe Lee SD Card ReaderThis is a very very good stuff. If dun have this, JAL photo cant be uploaded.For someone like me(IT zero) really need to get one.
So i requested from my sister to bless me. But she dun know what is a card reader.
._.!!!
She decided to get me this one.
$20 POPULAR VOCHER.
sO NOW I CAN....
HEEE...
HEEE......
Labels: aSK AND YOU WILL BE GIVEN
Shi Yan at 10:42 PM
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Sunday, May 20, 2007
Today went to a Japanese Restaurant (the logo is Green Frog one) for dinner. I will go to this restaurant at least one a year. Normally, I will order the same few dishes. Today I saw something new in the menus and I ordered. This time round I remembered to take down a picture before I eat.
Grilled chicken coated with a layer of CHEESE.
Is it Nice?
The answer is Not Nice.
Too salty. Very disappointed with the taste.
After meal, My sister bought me a better Cheese food.
YUMMY! YUMMY!
My Beloved Brand.
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My Favourite Marble Cheese Cake.
Shi Yan at 10:51 PM
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Saturday, May 19, 2007
Shi Yan at 6:37 PM
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My dept had a new temp staff. He is a very helpful and hardworking guy. I like his working attitude a lot. He had been a great help me. Because of him, i am not so overloaded. I am able to I knocked off at 630pm sharp for 2 days. These 2 days mean a lot to me. I feel like I had release from jail. Hee…I went dating with my Darling1 on Wednesday and Darling 2 on Thursday. I had 2 night of cheesy dinner with them.
Darling1 and me went to eat KFC. I didn’t eat this almost for 3 months. I really enjoy this.Darling1 not only treated me but she order 2 cheese fries for me. Wow! So pamper me. After this we went shop shop abit. The peak moment is we went to play “Hockey Machine.” This is my favorite machine. I had never thought of playing this with Darling 1 before. She is Queen ma. This game will spoil her image one. Haa…… Queen is good in this, we had it twice and she won twice. Next time we will played this again. Yuppie…..Really had a fun and relax night with her.
The next day, I went to eat cheese food with Darling2. Guess where we go? Haa…. I wanted to take photo of what we ate. (like how darling1 always post on her food.) But who know, when the food came, I just started to eat and eat and eat. When I remember that I got camera, here is what we left.
Empty Platter......
Finished Pizza ......
LEFT
My CHEESE Cake
After Meal, Darling2 took out her special item for me. Hee..... I like it.
A card and A gift.
Darling2, Me and The Cross!
The CROSS on me.
This is a beautiful Cross.
This cross is made up of diamond and pearl.When saw this gift i feel so touch. When Darling2 put on this cross for me i had a deeper feeling. All along i had been focusing on how heavy the cross i need to carry. But I had never see another side of the cross. The Beauty of the cross can be carrying.
Thro this gift, Jesus not only tell me to see the beauty of the CROSS.
He even send my shepherd to tell me that He love me.
Last sunday, Xue, pass me this pair of ear rings. She told me that the Lord ask her to buy it for me. The meaning behind this ear ring is GOD Love for Me.
Jesus LOVE Me.
Last thing that bring my faith back is this SMS.
"Hey yan. I got something to share with you. i am going to finish reading my bible in one year time. N got a verse for u.
This is from my Godsis. She recieved christ for around one year. Dun really go church.I had being asking God why you let her come to know you but she is not retain? Today, out of a sudden, she sms this. I feel very encourage after reading it. Why? This is because I am very happy that she is still seeking the Lord, even thought she dun come to church. God also used her to tell me not to worry so much for my future. Hee... I was also going to give up my one year bible plan. (I fall behind alot.) But NOW.... going to pick up again because we agree that we had to finish together.
Being not hot to the Lord for sometime.But He is "not hot" with me.He still continue to pour out His unconditional LOVE to me.
He is a God of LOVE.
I tell myself, is Time to get my relationship and attitude right again.
It is about walking right with Him.
Darling1 and me went to eat KFC. I didn’t eat this almost for 3 months. I really enjoy this.Darling1 not only treated me but she order 2 cheese fries for me. Wow! So pamper me. After this we went shop shop abit. The peak moment is we went to play “Hockey Machine.” This is my favorite machine. I had never thought of playing this with Darling 1 before. She is Queen ma. This game will spoil her image one. Haa…… Queen is good in this, we had it twice and she won twice. Next time we will played this again. Yuppie…..Really had a fun and relax night with her.
The next day, I went to eat cheese food with Darling2. Guess where we go? Haa…. I wanted to take photo of what we ate. (like how darling1 always post on her food.) But who know, when the food came, I just started to eat and eat and eat. When I remember that I got camera, here is what we left.
Empty Platter......
Finished Pizza ......
LEFT
My CHEESE Cake
After Meal, Darling2 took out her special item for me. Hee..... I like it.
A card and A gift.
Darling2, Me and The Cross!
The CROSS on me.
This is a beautiful Cross.
This cross is made up of diamond and pearl.When saw this gift i feel so touch. When Darling2 put on this cross for me i had a deeper feeling. All along i had been focusing on how heavy the cross i need to carry. But I had never see another side of the cross. The Beauty of the cross can be carrying.
Thro this gift, Jesus not only tell me to see the beauty of the CROSS.
He even send my shepherd to tell me that He love me.
Last sunday, Xue, pass me this pair of ear rings. She told me that the Lord ask her to buy it for me. The meaning behind this ear ring is GOD Love for Me.
Jesus LOVE Me.
Last thing that bring my faith back is this SMS.
"Hey yan. I got something to share with you. i am going to finish reading my bible in one year time. N got a verse for u.
" Do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself.
Each day has enough trouble of its own. Matt 6:34"
This is from my Godsis. She recieved christ for around one year. Dun really go church.I had being asking God why you let her come to know you but she is not retain? Today, out of a sudden, she sms this. I feel very encourage after reading it. Why? This is because I am very happy that she is still seeking the Lord, even thought she dun come to church. God also used her to tell me not to worry so much for my future. Hee... I was also going to give up my one year bible plan. (I fall behind alot.) But NOW.... going to pick up again because we agree that we had to finish together.
Being not hot to the Lord for sometime.But He is "not hot" with me.He still continue to pour out His unconditional LOVE to me.
He is a God of LOVE.
I tell myself, is Time to get my relationship and attitude right again.
It is about walking right with Him.
Labels: Once away but now not.
Shi Yan at 6:02 PM
Sunday, May 13, 2007
Today is Mother’s Day. My mum is the BEST. . She had showed me too much care. I dun know how to return to her. It is more than saying a thanks to her.Pastor Law shares something today. He said mothers will get discourage and weary but they will still care and love their children. No matter how burden they are they still want to give their best to their children. Few days ago, I found out that end of the month my mum will be jobless. This is a BIG new to me. I think this is 2X Big new to her. But everyday she still keeps a smile to greet me Good Luck before I go work. I am too selfish, I only pity what I go thro. I still show attitude to her. At least I am still working, mama need to start all over again at her old age. She should be the one who need to be sad not me. I dun know what to say to encourage her up to now. I feel so useless and lose. I just went online to search for job, but I found out I dun know how to use the search engine. What can I do? Nothing. In the world view I can’t really perform and contribute. In the kingdom view, I was neither Cold nor Hot. I am lukewarm now- He is going to spite me out. I know the testing is here, I scared I am not gold- I will get burnt in this fire.
J, I had lost sight off YOU. How can I have hope and future? Help me please. Do something to my heart and mind.
J, I had lost sight off YOU. How can I have hope and future? Help me please. Do something to my heart and mind.
Shi Yan at 11:41 PM
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Saturday, May 05, 2007
We are DEBT FREE!!!
Shi Yan at 10:34 PM
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Friday, May 04, 2007
I was reading the book of Joshua, before they enter into the promise land they go for lots of war. God help them to defeat one by one. I think I am like Joshua, going to my finally BIG war before I can really enter into the promise land that is filled with milk and honey. I need to win this war.
I was still working like a mad dog. Everyday work around 12hr. Really tired. I still need to go thro this for 2 month before I can really transfer. After my old neighbor knows I am going to transfer she really treated me well. Thank God. But I think new neighbor is not very happy with me. OMG! So I am having bad time again. Her words are words with hidden words. What she said does affect me. But I understand this is the natural of people(jealous ma. If I will in her shoes I think I will get jealous too). She work as hard as me but she seem not getting favor by boss. I do feel for her. So I keep encourage her to go to speak out for her herself. I dun have any authority to change her work load. She keep sharing her burden with me. What I can do is offer as many help as I could. I got tell my boss to look into her workload too. Some action was taken. But I do feel pressure when I had a eye contract with her. It is not a good feeling.
Folk, Do you understand my feeling?
I share this to my mum. She is cute. She told me not to feedback to my boss anymore. She say later my boss say I KPO. Hmm…. How?
Everyday I still go to work with fear. Now need to go with guilt too.
Today befor I go out Mummy stop me and tell me, Yanyan Good luck ok. These words really add warm to me and give me strength for my whole day. When I reach home, she got do follow up one lor. She ask how was ur day ? Good?
I start throwing out @##$%^&*()_!!!!! Better….. now.
I really look forward to my transfer.
In the bible, Joshua send 2 people to spy the land.
So today I also send myself to spy the land.( cant wait for 2 mth)
I spied up the land. I go chit chat with them. We joke joke a bit. Ha… they ask me faster go over then they no need to work till so late. I enjoy this few min talk. Really make me feel welcome and appreciate there.
Guess what while we are chatting, my old boss comes back. She say wow, you so fast come and blend in. She knows I am looking forward. At that moment, I just catch the opportunity to remind her to get me a NEW PC. Haa… (if I really get a new one, mean I can listen to music when I work late. The spirit just creates this right timing for me to say this out in a natural way.) My boss likes oh yes hor. Never mind you come over and fold paper la. But I know she catch my point.
So 2 more months I will be in the NEW Land with a New PC.
P/s Darling, need ur prayerSSS
1.) Pray that the old neighbor work load will get lighter too.
2.) Pray that the new comer quickly come and quickly learn.
3.) Pray that we can have Hot Date again soon.
I was still working like a mad dog. Everyday work around 12hr. Really tired. I still need to go thro this for 2 month before I can really transfer. After my old neighbor knows I am going to transfer she really treated me well. Thank God. But I think new neighbor is not very happy with me. OMG! So I am having bad time again. Her words are words with hidden words. What she said does affect me. But I understand this is the natural of people(jealous ma. If I will in her shoes I think I will get jealous too). She work as hard as me but she seem not getting favor by boss. I do feel for her. So I keep encourage her to go to speak out for her herself. I dun have any authority to change her work load. She keep sharing her burden with me. What I can do is offer as many help as I could. I got tell my boss to look into her workload too. Some action was taken. But I do feel pressure when I had a eye contract with her. It is not a good feeling.
Folk, Do you understand my feeling?
I share this to my mum. She is cute. She told me not to feedback to my boss anymore. She say later my boss say I KPO. Hmm…. How?
Everyday I still go to work with fear. Now need to go with guilt too.
Today befor I go out Mummy stop me and tell me, Yanyan Good luck ok. These words really add warm to me and give me strength for my whole day. When I reach home, she got do follow up one lor. She ask how was ur day ? Good?
I start throwing out @##$%^&*()_!!!!! Better….. now.
I really look forward to my transfer.
In the bible, Joshua send 2 people to spy the land.
So today I also send myself to spy the land.( cant wait for 2 mth)
I spied up the land. I go chit chat with them. We joke joke a bit. Ha… they ask me faster go over then they no need to work till so late. I enjoy this few min talk. Really make me feel welcome and appreciate there.
Guess what while we are chatting, my old boss comes back. She say wow, you so fast come and blend in. She knows I am looking forward. At that moment, I just catch the opportunity to remind her to get me a NEW PC. Haa… (if I really get a new one, mean I can listen to music when I work late. The spirit just creates this right timing for me to say this out in a natural way.) My boss likes oh yes hor. Never mind you come over and fold paper la. But I know she catch my point.
So 2 more months I will be in the NEW Land with a New PC.
P/s Darling, need ur prayerSSS
1.) Pray that the old neighbor work load will get lighter too.
2.) Pray that the new comer quickly come and quickly learn.
3.) Pray that we can have Hot Date again soon.
Shi Yan at 12:03 AM
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