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Sunday, April 29, 2007
I was invited for many many many holiday trips from my relatives and friends .My relatives will often ask me to join them for some trip and they will pay for me. Good deal right. But I always tell them No la, I prefer to stay in Singapore. The main reason is my mum is not going with me. I will miss her. Even since in ploy days, few of my best friends always join the school holiday trip to different Asia country. I was asked to join in but I had to say NO to them every time. At that time, I dun want to add on to my family burden to ask them for $ to go and have fun. Hee… I always ask them to wait for me till I really save up. From there they had wanted for me 6 yr to go holiday. A long waiting……haven come true yet.
In 2007 , I was ask for few trip too.
In Jan, Xia asked me to go Malaysia with her to climb a mountain. I was really move by the way she shared to me. “ Ah-Neo, the trip will not be as fun as it will be without you!” Deep in my heart I feel so sorry to disappoint her again. I had to commit my pledge before I really had fun. So I had to tell her No.
In March, I heard about this Thailand camp cum mission trip. One trip for 2 experiences. Wow, it is really the best go lor. I feel like going to this one because the bargain is really not bad.However when the leaders ask me am I going, I say No. (My spirit is dying to go but my pocket is weak.) I told them No. My idea trip was Myanmar not really Thailand just that I think this offer is good.
In April, I was asked to go for Genting with my godsisters. They wanted to celebrate their birthday there. They asked me for the same trip 3 times. I was shaken to say ok. But I know that period is a easter. I need to be at Singapore.
In May, the church is organizing the mission trip to Myanmar(My ideal). I look at the date printed at the bulletin. The trip is on 22 May. How beautiful is that .I can go there and celebrate my birthday. I always saw on TV that the child will sing for visitor, make little gift using the resource there or draw a little picture.if they will to do it on my 24 yr old, wow!Confirm it is a memorable one. Jenny is going. She ask me along. I know I cant take so many days of leaves. My colluge is going to give birth soon and the work volume is super high. Also I haven received my bonus yet. So the answer I had to tell her is same as the above. It is a very sad thing for me. I think I had to wait for next yr mission trip.
In June, Finally this one is a YES for me. What is this trip?
It is a trip I will never miss out. Cannot say No to this trip.
It is my HOPE CHURCH CAMP. Hee…… Hee........
This is the time that I
1.) Get refresh by the Lord
2.) Ask God to help me forgive those who hurt me
3.) Friendship turn deeper aka know their mimi.
4.) Affirm my Leaders
5.) Hear the WOG
I look forward to this trip. I also care who are going in my unit. When I looked at the list on who had signed up for the camp. Wow! More then half never go. Hmm… really sob sob. I got to miss out a lot of fun and learning with them. They too got to miss out what we are having. Hee… Today I go around asking a few of them can consider sign up ma. The answer is NO. hoho… Now I am switching my role lor. LOL! I understand there is a reason behind the NO. I know I cant do too much to change their decision at the end of the day. But I want to give a sincere invitation to those who have not sign up. The body cant give it best strength or performance without YOU! Hope that you will seriously think about it. Hmmm….If you are my unit people and haven sign up, there is still place for YOU. I pray the Lord will convict your heart to go or make a way for you to go like how He helped Hebe to sign up for camp. I dun know how many of you is reading this, at least I know there will be one who have not sign up one will visit my blog ba. That is YOU, I know you are waiting for ur exam timetable to be out. I am praying that you can go with us. I hope to sit beside you again. During sermon if I dun know any high class English can ask you. Yup. Can we set this Deal like we set for cg to side beside one another? The rest, hope you can make it too.
Shi Ba ba ba ba………………. In Jesus name I pray.
In 2007 , I was ask for few trip too.
In Jan, Xia asked me to go Malaysia with her to climb a mountain. I was really move by the way she shared to me. “ Ah-Neo, the trip will not be as fun as it will be without you!” Deep in my heart I feel so sorry to disappoint her again. I had to commit my pledge before I really had fun. So I had to tell her No.
In March, I heard about this Thailand camp cum mission trip. One trip for 2 experiences. Wow, it is really the best go lor. I feel like going to this one because the bargain is really not bad.However when the leaders ask me am I going, I say No. (My spirit is dying to go but my pocket is weak.) I told them No. My idea trip was Myanmar not really Thailand just that I think this offer is good.
In April, I was asked to go for Genting with my godsisters. They wanted to celebrate their birthday there. They asked me for the same trip 3 times. I was shaken to say ok. But I know that period is a easter. I need to be at Singapore.
In May, the church is organizing the mission trip to Myanmar(My ideal). I look at the date printed at the bulletin. The trip is on 22 May. How beautiful is that .I can go there and celebrate my birthday. I always saw on TV that the child will sing for visitor, make little gift using the resource there or draw a little picture.if they will to do it on my 24 yr old, wow!Confirm it is a memorable one. Jenny is going. She ask me along. I know I cant take so many days of leaves. My colluge is going to give birth soon and the work volume is super high. Also I haven received my bonus yet. So the answer I had to tell her is same as the above. It is a very sad thing for me. I think I had to wait for next yr mission trip.
In June, Finally this one is a YES for me. What is this trip?
It is a trip I will never miss out. Cannot say No to this trip.
It is my HOPE CHURCH CAMP. Hee…… Hee........
This is the time that I
1.) Get refresh by the Lord
2.) Ask God to help me forgive those who hurt me
3.) Friendship turn deeper aka know their mimi.
4.) Affirm my Leaders
5.) Hear the WOG
I look forward to this trip. I also care who are going in my unit. When I looked at the list on who had signed up for the camp. Wow! More then half never go. Hmm… really sob sob. I got to miss out a lot of fun and learning with them. They too got to miss out what we are having. Hee… Today I go around asking a few of them can consider sign up ma. The answer is NO. hoho… Now I am switching my role lor. LOL! I understand there is a reason behind the NO. I know I cant do too much to change their decision at the end of the day. But I want to give a sincere invitation to those who have not sign up. The body cant give it best strength or performance without YOU! Hope that you will seriously think about it. Hmmm….If you are my unit people and haven sign up, there is still place for YOU. I pray the Lord will convict your heart to go or make a way for you to go like how He helped Hebe to sign up for camp. I dun know how many of you is reading this, at least I know there will be one who have not sign up one will visit my blog ba. That is YOU, I know you are waiting for ur exam timetable to be out. I am praying that you can go with us. I hope to sit beside you again. During sermon if I dun know any high class English can ask you. Yup. Can we set this Deal like we set for cg to side beside one another? The rest, hope you can make it too.
Shi Ba ba ba ba………………. In Jesus name I pray.
Labels: May You can YES.
Shi Yan at 11:05 PM
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Saturday, April 28, 2007
I tender on Wednesday.
No Joke. Can’t tolerate it anymore. I exploded and throw my letter at 9.45pm.
If you know me, I am not a very impulsive person.
I really cant REN le.
It all started from a potato chip.
Early in the morning, I reach my office, the lift open and I saw my new neighbor. She told me that my new boss ask them why I am not on time.( I am always late for work.) when I reach my place, my old neighbor repeat the same thing again. Someone put a potato chip on my table for me. When I was abt to keep it, my old neighbor say(in a tone that make me feel like killing her.) “After you finish eating this, tomorrow you dun need to come le.” My blood boiled to 100 degree. I catch it as, I was been fired due to my lateness. This is my last meal in Phillip. No more fruit of the last spirit at that moment. I cant control anymore, I shouted back.
“ What happen to you? Is only morning! Why do you have to say that?”
No Joke. Can’t tolerate it anymore. I exploded and throw my letter at 9.45pm.
If you know me, I am not a very impulsive person.
I really cant REN le.
It all started from a potato chip.
Early in the morning, I reach my office, the lift open and I saw my new neighbor. She told me that my new boss ask them why I am not on time.( I am always late for work.) when I reach my place, my old neighbor repeat the same thing again. Someone put a potato chip on my table for me. When I was abt to keep it, my old neighbor say(in a tone that make me feel like killing her.) “After you finish eating this, tomorrow you dun need to come le.” My blood boiled to 100 degree. I catch it as, I was been fired due to my lateness. This is my last meal in Phillip. No more fruit of the last spirit at that moment. I cant control anymore, I shouted back.
“ What happen to you? Is only morning! Why do you have to say that?”
She said sorry to me and leave me to calm down. After some time she started her nagging again. This one month I was really “emotion abuse and live in hell.” The word tomorrow no need to come keeps ringing in my mind. I broke out into tear while I was writing my chq in the afternoon. I was overloaded, neighbor keep on press me… The tear just come out non stop from my eyes. I rush to the toilet. I wept and wept for only 15 min. Cant cry too long due to a lot of cut off time I need to meet. So I need to spread out my weeping session for 4 times.
(Commercial Break: when I share until this part to my cg ppl, they feel for me. They start to raise voice for the thing I go thro. Haa…. D&D said the most. They give me ideas on how I can I repay”good” by “good”. But I really like one suggest is to twist the staple bullet and throw a lot on the chair for her to sit down ha…Not bad right. )
When I decided to tended, I got another headache. My English is not good, I also never resign before so I still need to sms and email ppl to send me the format to write a resign letter. Not only this still need to wait for everyone to leave theni got the courageous to give it to my old boss. In between, my friends(I sme them to give me format so this know) got ask me think twice for this decision. Darling said I am big enough to decide, some ask me is it God plan. Tell you the truth, I dun know is it HS, but I know I must give my tender letter on these day. I told the Lord, I invite you in, You know I am scare to find a new job, I dun know how to use internet to find job, you know if I throw this letter all my bonus in May will be put in drain. But these entire fear duns grip me. I was totally convinced that I need to do this. Even thought I know 1 month later I will receive a big amt of $. I had more peace after giving this decision to The Lord.
I went toward my boss, dun knows how to start off, so I show her my letter. She was, Oh…. What happen to me….. Come sit down. Why? I started to share with her that I was overloaded and wanted to change a job which is slower peace.
(Commercial Break: when I share until this part to my cg ppl, they feel for me. They start to raise voice for the thing I go thro. Haa…. D&D said the most. They give me ideas on how I can I repay”good” by “good”. But I really like one suggest is to twist the staple bullet and throw a lot on the chair for her to sit down ha…Not bad right. )
When I decided to tended, I got another headache. My English is not good, I also never resign before so I still need to sms and email ppl to send me the format to write a resign letter. Not only this still need to wait for everyone to leave theni got the courageous to give it to my old boss. In between, my friends(I sme them to give me format so this know) got ask me think twice for this decision. Darling said I am big enough to decide, some ask me is it God plan. Tell you the truth, I dun know is it HS, but I know I must give my tender letter on these day. I told the Lord, I invite you in, You know I am scare to find a new job, I dun know how to use internet to find job, you know if I throw this letter all my bonus in May will be put in drain. But these entire fear duns grip me. I was totally convinced that I need to do this. Even thought I know 1 month later I will receive a big amt of $. I had more peace after giving this decision to The Lord.
I went toward my boss, dun knows how to start off, so I show her my letter. She was, Oh…. What happen to me….. Come sit down. Why? I started to share with her that I was overloaded and wanted to change a job which is slower peace.
(On Tuesday actually we suggest her to get one more staff so say she will look into it).
So she told me she will hire one to help us. I was still pushing the letter to her and said, I am a careless person, I dun want to affect other ppl work process by the mistake I make. Then my old boss started to reason to me why I have to stay. She said, girl dun be silly, if you go off now, u cant get ur hard earn money. I am still not taking back. Then she give me another offer. She ask me to trf to a new dept. The CFD dept is also overloaded. She can create a new post for me. Up to here, this is a GOOD OFFER. Actaully on Monday I was praying that my boss will hire on more ppl. She will just sit on my place and I can sit beside the CFD place. So that I can be away from my neighbor. The Lord gave me a better choose, the what I pray for. Of course I accept and took back my letter.
Now I just need to train up a new staff and then trf over this took like 2 mth.
Hmmm…. Folk, In this 1 month, there is people telling me, there must be a purpose behind my suffering. Deep in my heart, I was like this is a 10 series ans. I was like Thomas in doubt. Unless I see God purpose then I will believe. I told this to god in the service.Indeed Jesus really showed me why I had to go thro.
I am a person who dun like changes especially at work. I am not a capable person like can keep on changing job for career prospect. So the Lord has to use His own way to force me to change. If He dun create all this suffering I think I will not move on to do something new.
Jesus Christ, I was so amazed by your plan for me. You truly love me and wanted me to improve myself. Thank. I am looking forward to my new job scope and new people I am going to work with.
Friend, If you are going thro problem in life, there is really a purpose. You must believe that Our JESUS CHIST got something GOOD for you after you go thro it.
Lastly, I wanted to tell a joke.
This tender thing happen started from a potato chip. Actually my old neighbor does not mean what I think. Her meaning is I may take MC after eating and they had to work harder. Why I know? I got a feeling I need to ask her again what it mean. Ha…..So I did it on Friday. Hmm.. Sotong me make a mistake here but end up still got bless. I thank her for that words if not I may not have the courage to throw letter. So this makes a confirmation that God is using her to make me move on.
Share with you a serious moment
My new neighbor went up to me and told me that I took one more step faster than her. She wanted to tender too. But she hold back. She is like me also overloaded. Frankly speaking she really got a lot to do than me. She is a back slider, So at that time I told her this, XXX pray to the Lord. I really pray and the Lord blessed me. She open her eyes big big and look at me. Hmm.. I dun really know how to continue, so I told her, maybe God want you go back to HIM.You are out of control here. I hope so will go back to pray.God used me to share a bit to her.hee... i was to shy to share deeper.
In this incident, I learn a lot and see a lot.
Now I just need to train up a new staff and then trf over this took like 2 mth.
Hmmm…. Folk, In this 1 month, there is people telling me, there must be a purpose behind my suffering. Deep in my heart, I was like this is a 10 series ans. I was like Thomas in doubt. Unless I see God purpose then I will believe. I told this to god in the service.Indeed Jesus really showed me why I had to go thro.
I am a person who dun like changes especially at work. I am not a capable person like can keep on changing job for career prospect. So the Lord has to use His own way to force me to change. If He dun create all this suffering I think I will not move on to do something new.
Jesus Christ, I was so amazed by your plan for me. You truly love me and wanted me to improve myself. Thank. I am looking forward to my new job scope and new people I am going to work with.
Friend, If you are going thro problem in life, there is really a purpose. You must believe that Our JESUS CHIST got something GOOD for you after you go thro it.
Lastly, I wanted to tell a joke.
This tender thing happen started from a potato chip. Actually my old neighbor does not mean what I think. Her meaning is I may take MC after eating and they had to work harder. Why I know? I got a feeling I need to ask her again what it mean. Ha…..So I did it on Friday. Hmm.. Sotong me make a mistake here but end up still got bless. I thank her for that words if not I may not have the courage to throw letter. So this makes a confirmation that God is using her to make me move on.
Share with you a serious moment
My new neighbor went up to me and told me that I took one more step faster than her. She wanted to tender too. But she hold back. She is like me also overloaded. Frankly speaking she really got a lot to do than me. She is a back slider, So at that time I told her this, XXX pray to the Lord. I really pray and the Lord blessed me. She open her eyes big big and look at me. Hmm.. I dun really know how to continue, so I told her, maybe God want you go back to HIM.You are out of control here. I hope so will go back to pray.God used me to share a bit to her.hee... i was to shy to share deeper.
In this incident, I learn a lot and see a lot.
This is a precious lesson I had.
Thank Jesus.
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~This is my Life Transformation CHIP!~
Anyboby need?
Anyboby need?
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Dun look for me.
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Look to Jesus!
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He Got the BEST Chip that suit YOU!
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AMEN.......Amen....and amen!
Shi Yan at 10:53 PM
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Monday, April 23, 2007
Finish Finish Finish.
Is DONE !
I, Neo Su Yan had fulfilled my pledge.
Today, there was a praise on God is GOOD.
I really cant control myself, I was overflow with thank giving.
My Lord, having being blessing me with too much little surprise.
Starting from last Sunday
I received a $50 from my auntie. This $50 really comes just in time to support me till 28 april. Haa… I was really stressed at work. I was a bit over budget because I spend too much on eating tiabits and good food to balance my emotion.
That not all, blessing keep flooding in from Thursday to Sunday.
Thursday
After cg, I went home and saw 2 new office wear shirt putting on my bed. Wow! It cost $51. Is the same auntie that gave me $50 bought these for me. I was a bit surprise. “U knows my prefect figure is “easy to buy clothes” lor Hee…(. a bit too small…). So I need to change within 3 days….
Friday
Mary bought me a bottle of sweet. I like this sweet a lot. To eat this brand of sweet is a luxury for me. It cost $3. So I only buy once in a blue moon. When she pass it to me, I am very happy. I can eat when I am stress. Hee….
Saturday
My family went with me to IMM to change clothes. I walked around the shop and saw a dress. I like it a lot. I said God, “help me to fit in this dress so that I no need to spend extra money to buy for my upcoming wedding dinner.” Amen! Wow… can wear and the dress cost $37 only. Then I choose another skirt cost $22. When I make a calculation, I need to top up $8 more. Aiyo… this is extra cost for me. I was like a bit sob sob….. Then the ladies ask me if you got this XXX card, you are award to a 10% discount. Praise the Lord! My sister got. Ha…. So I end up Only top up $2.10.
After that we take MRT to bugis to eat steamboat. When my sis was going out the control station she droped her pouch. When she picked up, I saw $1 coin on the floor. I pick it up when it is my turn to go out. I though it could be her. But when she check her pouch, the zip was closed.
WOW! I know that is not an accident that I can pick up It MUST BE GOD.. The place that the coin drops nobody will notice it lor. Haa… God is funny hor. I am really SUPEr Haapy. I long time never pick up money and such a big coin. The most is 10 cent.
Sunday
The blessing is non stop. It continue on. Just like a FLOOD. I was overwhelm with JOY on this day. While I was walking to toilet before service I saw welin. She just pass me something.. I open the paper bag and saw a piglet pillow. I was shock. Is not a special occasion but I just received my favorite stuff. So what next… I go to S11 for lunch. I saw a toy stall. I spent $7.90 to buy a toy for someone. This toy is hard to find one. So die die also must buy for her. After buying, I decide not to eat la. Save up $ to cover what I buy. Guess what happen? I go to toilet(again). I saw RM$1 on the floor. OMG! I blink my eyes twice to confirm is it $. YES YES! I never see wrongly.( Funny HOR another pick up money session. 2 times a week. Not many people can have that.) I was like God, i want to laugh until I faint la. ( God know me very well, I am a simple person if He bless me with big amount I got headache how to distribute to my love one. Small one is just nice for me.)
Funny Blessing does not stop here.
RM$1 is around S$0.70. hmmm….I decided to go buy curry puff for myself. In front of the queue was Jacq, We chit chat awhile then she ask me what I want to buy, I said i eat curry puff, save money. She ordered for me and paid for me.
At that moment, I got heart attack. My whole face turns red. Somemore she still ask me want drink a not? I was to pai sei and I said no need and thank very much. I quickly run away.
Tell you how I feel…. I like Jonah ran away…….
I say “ God, I know you are real, You are not a liar.
Malachi 3:10. "Then you will see that I will throw open the windows of heaven. I will pour out so many blessings that you will not have enough room for them.
This verse is not fake fake one. I really get what it meant. I had no more room to receive your surprise. Can close the gate for today? Open another day when I am more prpepare.”
I think God give me a reply like this “ If I , who I AM want to bless you, You cant run away.”
After I settle down, I ate my first bite, SHE(God sent angel) came along with a drink put it in front of me. This is your drink. OHhh………. I cant hold it anymore…Cant keep this JOY to myself anymore.. I need to burst it OUT.
I share this blessing to some of my cg member over the lunch time how THE LORD JESUS CHRIST had blessed me. This is really a exciting day for me.
One last blessing I receive today. Is… Hee……… God know my limit.
He know my heart cant take financial blessing le.
He end my day with this song Xiao Chen Big Ai.( it is my favorite song from Lee hom. I got a desire to listen to this song today.) When I reach home. Sit on my bed and rest, FM933 played this. The lyric really fill me. It said, In a small city like this there is such a big love.
God BIG LOVE really fill my small heart.
I think it is not how big the amount I get in return thro my giving.
It is more of a journey that I go thro as I give to the LORD. This is really a sweet and funny memory when I looked back. Especially the way God bless me with $1 in S$ and RM$.
YOYO! What about YOU?
Friends, Have you finish your pledge? Yo Baby, must get it DONE. Left 9 more days for you to touch that finishing line. Let make it together. The building belong to OURs.
Let us celebrate together with no regret.
Friends, if you are done, Any blessing to share with me?
Leave a comment behind to share your story with me.Hee… Bless me with yours sharing too. I want to hear from you. Burst Out!
Is DONE !
I, Neo Su Yan had fulfilled my pledge.
Today, there was a praise on God is GOOD.
I really cant control myself, I was overflow with thank giving.
My Lord, having being blessing me with too much little surprise.
Starting from last Sunday
I received a $50 from my auntie. This $50 really comes just in time to support me till 28 april. Haa… I was really stressed at work. I was a bit over budget because I spend too much on eating tiabits and good food to balance my emotion.
That not all, blessing keep flooding in from Thursday to Sunday.
Thursday
After cg, I went home and saw 2 new office wear shirt putting on my bed. Wow! It cost $51. Is the same auntie that gave me $50 bought these for me. I was a bit surprise. “U knows my prefect figure is “easy to buy clothes” lor Hee…(. a bit too small…). So I need to change within 3 days….
Friday
Mary bought me a bottle of sweet. I like this sweet a lot. To eat this brand of sweet is a luxury for me. It cost $3. So I only buy once in a blue moon. When she pass it to me, I am very happy. I can eat when I am stress. Hee….
Saturday
My family went with me to IMM to change clothes. I walked around the shop and saw a dress. I like it a lot. I said God, “help me to fit in this dress so that I no need to spend extra money to buy for my upcoming wedding dinner.” Amen! Wow… can wear and the dress cost $37 only. Then I choose another skirt cost $22. When I make a calculation, I need to top up $8 more. Aiyo… this is extra cost for me. I was like a bit sob sob….. Then the ladies ask me if you got this XXX card, you are award to a 10% discount. Praise the Lord! My sister got. Ha…. So I end up Only top up $2.10.
After that we take MRT to bugis to eat steamboat. When my sis was going out the control station she droped her pouch. When she picked up, I saw $1 coin on the floor. I pick it up when it is my turn to go out. I though it could be her. But when she check her pouch, the zip was closed.
WOW! I know that is not an accident that I can pick up It MUST BE GOD.. The place that the coin drops nobody will notice it lor. Haa… God is funny hor. I am really SUPEr Haapy. I long time never pick up money and such a big coin. The most is 10 cent.
Sunday
The blessing is non stop. It continue on. Just like a FLOOD. I was overwhelm with JOY on this day. While I was walking to toilet before service I saw welin. She just pass me something.. I open the paper bag and saw a piglet pillow. I was shock. Is not a special occasion but I just received my favorite stuff. So what next… I go to S11 for lunch. I saw a toy stall. I spent $7.90 to buy a toy for someone. This toy is hard to find one. So die die also must buy for her. After buying, I decide not to eat la. Save up $ to cover what I buy. Guess what happen? I go to toilet(again). I saw RM$1 on the floor. OMG! I blink my eyes twice to confirm is it $. YES YES! I never see wrongly.( Funny HOR another pick up money session. 2 times a week. Not many people can have that.) I was like God, i want to laugh until I faint la. ( God know me very well, I am a simple person if He bless me with big amount I got headache how to distribute to my love one. Small one is just nice for me.)
Funny Blessing does not stop here.
RM$1 is around S$0.70. hmmm….I decided to go buy curry puff for myself. In front of the queue was Jacq, We chit chat awhile then she ask me what I want to buy, I said i eat curry puff, save money. She ordered for me and paid for me.
At that moment, I got heart attack. My whole face turns red. Somemore she still ask me want drink a not? I was to pai sei and I said no need and thank very much. I quickly run away.
Tell you how I feel…. I like Jonah ran away…….
I say “ God, I know you are real, You are not a liar.
Malachi 3:10. "Then you will see that I will throw open the windows of heaven. I will pour out so many blessings that you will not have enough room for them.
This verse is not fake fake one. I really get what it meant. I had no more room to receive your surprise. Can close the gate for today? Open another day when I am more prpepare.”
I think God give me a reply like this “ If I , who I AM want to bless you, You cant run away.”
After I settle down, I ate my first bite, SHE(God sent angel) came along with a drink put it in front of me. This is your drink. OHhh………. I cant hold it anymore…Cant keep this JOY to myself anymore.. I need to burst it OUT.
I share this blessing to some of my cg member over the lunch time how THE LORD JESUS CHRIST had blessed me. This is really a exciting day for me.
One last blessing I receive today. Is… Hee……… God know my limit.
He know my heart cant take financial blessing le.
He end my day with this song Xiao Chen Big Ai.( it is my favorite song from Lee hom. I got a desire to listen to this song today.) When I reach home. Sit on my bed and rest, FM933 played this. The lyric really fill me. It said, In a small city like this there is such a big love.
God BIG LOVE really fill my small heart.
I think it is not how big the amount I get in return thro my giving.
It is more of a journey that I go thro as I give to the LORD. This is really a sweet and funny memory when I looked back. Especially the way God bless me with $1 in S$ and RM$.
YOYO! What about YOU?
Friends, Have you finish your pledge? Yo Baby, must get it DONE. Left 9 more days for you to touch that finishing line. Let make it together. The building belong to OURs.
Let us celebrate together with no regret.
Friends, if you are done, Any blessing to share with me?
Leave a comment behind to share your story with me.Hee… Bless me with yours sharing too. I want to hear from you. Burst Out!
Shi Yan at 1:04 AM
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Friday, April 20, 2007
TOday Yanyan is better.
No more Black Black.
WHY?
Mary kept her promise. She buy me my favourite SWEET.
heee... Of corse not only this that blow my blue away.
Yesterday, Worship was a good one.
I just dun know why when i sang this song Divine Exchange, it always lift me up.
Before cg i called David and ask what song he choose. He told me is Divine Exchange .
I was like WoW!
After putting down the phone, i quickly go to the toilet to pray.
"Dear Lord, May this song bring me to ur presence! May you take away all my burden."
At the end of the session, I feel better.
P/S: THANK DAVID (COPPER FIELD) FOR CHOOSE THIS MAGIC SONG.
No more Black Black.
WHY?
Mary kept her promise. She buy me my favourite SWEET.
heee... Of corse not only this that blow my blue away.
Yesterday, Worship was a good one.
I just dun know why when i sang this song Divine Exchange, it always lift me up.
Before cg i called David and ask what song he choose. He told me is Divine Exchange .
I was like WoW!
After putting down the phone, i quickly go to the toilet to pray.
"Dear Lord, May this song bring me to ur presence! May you take away all my burden."
At the end of the session, I feel better.
P/S: THANK DAVID (COPPER FIELD) FOR CHOOSE THIS MAGIC SONG.
LOOKING FORWARD! SUPER LOOKING FORWARD TO MY FAOURITE MEETIN ON SUNDAY!
ok! yanyan going home now.
Labels: my night office post
Shi Yan at 8:33 PM
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Thursday, April 19, 2007
TOday People ask me
WHY my Face so BLACK.....
WHY my Face so SAD.....
Yes, I am. For the whole day.
But Jesus mother (Mary) make me put a smile for 2sec.
How long can i still smile in phillip?
WHY my Face so BLACK.....
WHY my Face so SAD.....
Yes, I am. For the whole day.
But Jesus mother (Mary) make me put a smile for 2sec.
How long can i still smile in phillip?
Shi Yan at 5:18 PM
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Saturday, April 14, 2007
2 week ago at office, i bang into someone and hurt my BIG toes.
My nail is dropping out. The first week is numb and painful.
The person who hurt me buy me a gift to say sorry. I never expect this gift. When i saw the paper bag i feel the sincere heart. People around me started to crowd around me and KPO! They ask me if they can open the gift box and see. I say go ahead. Actually i am more intrested on looking for a card inside. I wanted to see what he wrote. I feel that every gift had a meaning to it and will write down what it mean. But i found none. :'(
So what is really inside!
LOL!
LXL!
LOL!
A lizard Badge!
Hmmmm......... Really dun know what it mean. This is the most funny gift. Haa.......
But according to my Cg members this brand is a high class one. This little lizard with a special cloth to wrap cause abt $20. WOW! a bit expensive lor. I really believed that because behind it got this no. 925.
So
Now this
Lizard
is
the
most
Expensive
one
in
my
Collection.
Can You find where is the lizard?
Shi Yan at 2:51 PM
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If you had came to my house before you will know that my bed is full of piglets.My wish is to collect 101 piglets in my life time. Last year Christmas, I hinted my mum to buy me a piglet soft toys. This piglet is very very special and useful one. Different from the rest of the collection. Really wish to get it. Too bad mum get the wrong one for me. *_*! I was a bit sad la. On Feb, I get my sis to sponsor $8 and I just need to top up the remaining. I was so happy. Wanted to save a bit more so I go and borrow 10% discount from ppl. When I go to the shop, there is no piglet design. On April I saw the piglet design again But I dun have the card. Aiyo, so heart pain because I decide to hold back until I have the card. Finally, I got the card and go back to the shop, Hmmm…Piglet sold out again. Only left piglet’s friends. So this one caught my eyes. Then i bought him home. Here the PHOTO!
TRIGGER!What so special and USEFUL for this TRIGGER?
GOT WIRE! Got Hole at the LEG!
This is a soft toy''s SPEAKER.
Heee….. I can put it on my bed to listen to worship song before I sleep. So now you know why I die die also must buy it.
Now I got another question for you all.
Piglet Had so many friends right. But why I buy tiger instead of donkey?
Ha…. I got to know a new friend thro my blog. He call himself tiger as his nick. That is why....
The first time I saw this person was on stage. He was sharing how he used his blog and msn to reach out to people.His sharing amazed me. At that time,I just transfer to Adult so thro him, i knew of a high class way to outreach. I was a IT zero person, I got hesitated awhile before i kicked start with this idea.Ha… I started to be aware that blog and msn can be used to impact life too. (So far did my blog success?heee.......)
Second time, I saw him was in my WFL class. He is really a helpful tiger and share a lot in the class. At the last day, he used his black camera to take a class photo for us. This make it a memorable one.
The third time, I saw him was on a Christmas countdown. He came to out celebration. At that time, I think he is a very bold tiger. Dare to come alone. Ha…. Of course we welcome him. He clicked well with the group even it is his first time with us. Why i said so.When I was sleeping in the room I could hear the laughter outside. Hee…
This three event make me see a differ side of this tiger even I dun talk to him.
When this tiger left a comment in my blog, I was shock. To what I know only AG4 people read my blog only. Never know got spread to outside. So wanted to apply some bible principle here.
Recently I am reading Joshua.
In chap 4,
God brought Israelites to cross the Jordan river and ask them to pick up the stone as to remember God bring them a crossing the river in dry land. This stone is also to tell their desentants too.
Hmmm… I buy this trigger is because I also want to remember you as a friend that I meet in my blog and someone who let me know that IT can be use in to KOG and now i am tell my friends about you.
Thank Mr. Tiger. Even we dun really talk to each other but You do impacted my life. I hope to see you on stage soon. Hope to see you standing on the stage in the combine team tally to be pray for. Be a CL, serve and impact more people. Amen!
Last but not least a photo JUST for you
God brought Israelites to cross the Jordan river and ask them to pick up the stone as to remember God bring them a crossing the river in dry land. This stone is also to tell their desentants too.
Hmmm… I buy this trigger is because I also want to remember you as a friend that I meet in my blog and someone who let me know that IT can be use in to KOG and now i am tell my friends about you.
Thank Mr. Tiger. Even we dun really talk to each other but You do impacted my life. I hope to see you on stage soon. Hope to see you standing on the stage in the combine team tally to be pray for. Be a CL, serve and impact more people. Amen!
Last but not least a photo JUST for you
Tiger in my PIGlet's Den! Haa.......
Labels: Piglet and Tiger are friends.
Shi Yan at 2:42 PM
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Friday, April 13, 2007
I miss!
I miss 6 PACK!
I miss my BOSS!
I miss my GM!
I miss my GOOD OLD DAYS!
But all this is over.
I need to face another stage of challenge.
Can I pull it thro?
I dun know.
I had lesser joy compare to last time.
All the NEW PEOPlE dun buy in my CUTE.
Is time for me to leave PHILLIP?
Or I am just running away?
Hmm… I think I still want to endure ba.
Why?
I tell myself when I compare this place with Hell.
Hee… This is a better place.
Shi Yan Jia YOU! GO Go GO.
Every thing will be more stable after3 mth.
Smile and everything will be over !
I miss 6 PACK!
I miss my BOSS!
I miss my GM!
I miss my GOOD OLD DAYS!
But all this is over.
I need to face another stage of challenge.
Can I pull it thro?
I dun know.
I had lesser joy compare to last time.
All the NEW PEOPlE dun buy in my CUTE.
Is time for me to leave PHILLIP?
Or I am just running away?
Hmm… I think I still want to endure ba.
Why?
I tell myself when I compare this place with Hell.
Hee… This is a better place.
Shi Yan Jia YOU! GO Go GO.
Every thing will be more stable after3 mth.
Smile and everything will be over !
Shi Yan at 8:01 PM
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Sunday, April 08, 2007
Today is Easter day. Can you make a guess 6 pack got come a not? Drum Roll from K. BRother please ……………………………………….Bang! The answer is On sat 11.30am I was still sleeping a message came in and woke me up. Lo and behold(learn this word from pastor jeff blog. Act holy.) it was Chin Fat. I make a prayer to God before I open the sms. Opened sms and here it go” Hey, I’m not gonna be there at someset on tomorrow coz I’ll be with a friend who’s back from Malaysia. Sorry…. “ I read a second time because I was in a blur eye sight at that moment.It is still NOT Coming. Of course it was a disappointment. :"( But I want to thank a person who encourages me to invite 6 pack. Chin Fat is never in my invitation list. But this person imparted courage to me. She said” Why not you invite him to Easter service. EASTER IS THE TIME PEOPLE are MORE WILLING TO GO TO CHURCH.” From that moment these words keep floating in my mind. This person is someone who really spur me on in this eternal race. Without this person I think I cant be have courage to do thing for God. To : this Special Person You wrote a love letter to me. You said your are always ready to lend me your shoulder to cry. For the past 2 weeks, I draw a distance from you. This is because I am going thro a BIG CHANGE in my life that I couldn’t know how to face it or share to other. I was so “depress” I totally cut myself from mixing with people. (sorry lei) There are changes At my workplace; The boss that favorite me a lot had transfer. The new one make me fearful. My good GM that always sign my chq left the company too. I struggle a lot with my new neighbor. This neighbor really affects me the most out of all changes. In my ministry: I cant adjust well too. I move on to build relationship with new people. I feel small with my limited used of language. I also get pressure by taking care new sheep. Lastly is my family. I was ask to contribute more to support my family. So of my desire need to hold back. Wow! These changes really make me walked in the deepest valley. I was so negative and I hate to go to work. I really need to put on a mask in front of my neighbor. I dislike the way I behaved. Darling, this 2 weeks, I never use ur shoulder to cry. But I used ur post to get my positive spirit back. Hee…… You want to know which post? It’s 30 march post. (I think this is deeper than the 4 april one) Heee…. I told myself not to let the demon speak negative to me. I pray that I will allow the holy spirit to lead me out of this changes. Indeed I get better when I think of ur post. This is what you wrote’ WHY DO I ALWAYS LET THE DEMON DO THE TALKING BEFORE THE HOLY SPIRIT.’ I cant change my neighbor, but I can change my attitude toward it. So wherever I was provoked I mediate on James verse "Love my neighbor as yourself."(God spoke to me when i did my QT on tues.) I want to believe that the Holy Spirit will continue to help me serve this ministry well. (Holy Spirit had given me idea on how to do a very heart warming welcome in my cg this week.despite that I dun have any knowledge on change music and my English is not so high class. I was also reminded that Jesus Love me. Jesus love me.(in the Easter message.) Jesus will help me and use me to take care of His flock well even I am inadequate. As for my family, meet other people need first and God will meet my need too.( got this assurance when i read roy blog) DARLING URs is the BEST of the best, You never know that your post make such a great impact to me ba. Haa…. I dun know the “Somebody” catch the deep of you a not. But your blog is a healing to my soul. Ha…. I guess Handsome PaPa up there know I will not go back to bible. I will just soak myself on TV program FIRST. so he used this post to bring me back to him. Darling now I am ok lor. So we can start ouR HOT DATE again. HoHo…… LOOKING FORWARD.Place for COMING UP HOT Date: Your House. Why? Because I want to watch TV with cookie. Haa…..
Shi Yan at 9:39 PM
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