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Wednesday, February 28, 2007
Today I saw him at the mrt again. (The good looking and Holy man.) I wanted to walk toward him to said morning and gave him a Cheerful Smile. But hor… My spirit is willing, the body is weak. I hide at a comer to peep him awhile. Guess what I saw. This guy is praying. Wow… Really lor. He closed eyes, face with emotion. With all this action still GOOD LOOKING. I was like WOW! Our Leader really cover us with prayer. (thank.) Then I started to connect my spirit with the Lord.
I ask myself “ Neo Su Yan , you see pple so devoted to God. What abt you? Since CNY , you are super slack lor. So far from the bible plan. What happen to you.”
I start to make a prayer to God.” Lord, if you give me a seat, I will start to read bible now.” HoHoHo…. God really give me a seat lor. So I sat down and take out my bible to read. I peep at him again. Want to see what he is doing. Guess what, he is doing the same thing as me.
When I finish reading, the train reached raffle place.(I am alighting at city hall) I was thinking, want to say HI to him when I alight the train a not. But But But He walked over together with his BEAUTIFUL wife and they sat beside me. I was super shock that they saw me. I hide myself so well lei. Their eyes were sharp.
Hmm… Learning moment in this incident
1. I still need to work harder to leave my comfort zone. (say HI)
2. My leaders are really my learning example.( the way they love God and His ppl)
P/S: Thank my DL and SDL for walking over to say HI. Your every action does make an impact in my life. May it be direct or indirect. Hope to learn more things from both of you.
Love You!
I ask myself “ Neo Su Yan , you see pple so devoted to God. What abt you? Since CNY , you are super slack lor. So far from the bible plan. What happen to you.”
I start to make a prayer to God.” Lord, if you give me a seat, I will start to read bible now.” HoHoHo…. God really give me a seat lor. So I sat down and take out my bible to read. I peep at him again. Want to see what he is doing. Guess what, he is doing the same thing as me.
When I finish reading, the train reached raffle place.(I am alighting at city hall) I was thinking, want to say HI to him when I alight the train a not. But But But He walked over together with his BEAUTIFUL wife and they sat beside me. I was super shock that they saw me. I hide myself so well lei. Their eyes were sharp.
Hmm… Learning moment in this incident
1. I still need to work harder to leave my comfort zone. (say HI)
2. My leaders are really my learning example.( the way they love God and His ppl)
P/S: Thank my DL and SDL for walking over to say HI. Your every action does make an impact in my life. May it be direct or indirect. Hope to learn more things from both of you.
Love You!
Shi Yan at 6:48 PM
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Friday Night, I only have one AIM.
Reach home at 7pm SHARP for my Hana Kimi show.
OOOHHHHH...... Quan and my RuiXI............
Around 1 o'clock, i saw a sms.
This person is more IMPORTANT than my Quan.
Instead of going home i when to ordard to delivery Ai Xi dinner.....hee........
Because of this person i happened to watch CHINGAY preview.Experience that kind of FUN atmosphere i always look forward. (ChinGay no longer inside TV) I enjoy my Friday night with them and YOU!
MY Chingay
Your Dinner.
Reach home at 7pm SHARP for my Hana Kimi show.
OOOHHHHH...... Quan and my RuiXI............
Around 1 o'clock, i saw a sms.
This person is more IMPORTANT than my Quan.
Instead of going home i when to ordard to delivery Ai Xi dinner.....hee........
Because of this person i happened to watch CHINGAY preview.Experience that kind of FUN atmosphere i always look forward. (ChinGay no longer inside TV) I enjoy my Friday night with them and YOU!
MY Chingay
Your Dinner.
Labels: . Hee... I dun angry with myself this time because i watch Chingay
Shi Yan at 11:30 AM
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Run out of Papers at the Printer always make me SO ANGRY.
WHY?
At my office, 3 dept share 2 printers. So all togther there are around 35ppl using the printers to do printing. But whenever run out of papers no one want to go and take the paper in.Some just walk away, other just uesd recycle paper.
I am really Super angry abt this lor. Those guys at the office also do the same thing. Gal walk of still can understand lor they are too weak to carry the paper in.What are the GUYS doing.God created strong arms not to just carry weight at the gym, not carry just bag for gf or go market carry food lor.
Please is to carry the BOX of papers in TOO.
Do you know so far i only see Mr Neo(an old man) go and carry the paper.
All the Phillp guy like died one lor. Never give a helping hand.
I think other then him I am the only one who go and take the paper.
Today i go up to level 9 ,very very angry le, on the lift i saw this strong HAnd. I quickly stop him and ask him (actually is forceful la) to carry one more box down. This guy not bad la, he auto carry 2 box down.
I want to thank him for carrying down the paper. But i still think that this is what guy should do.
LISTEN CAREFULLY IF YOU ARE A GUY. PLEASE DO WHAT YOU NEED TO DO!
DUN JUST Carry WEIGHT> PLEASE CARRY THE CORRECT WEIGHT ALSO.
Especailly your age is betwwen 21 to 35.
Guys, please be more HELPFUL abit in the OFFICE.
Labels: Post with anger.
Shi Yan at 12:16 AM
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Thursday, February 22, 2007
Today I knocked off at 7pm.Feel a bit sad partially is because I miss my 7pm Hana Kimi show and other things to add on to my sadness. When I was taking the escalator down from Raffle City Shopping Centre to the MRT, I was in a very deep thought. (actually I am having a negative conversation with God.) Out of a suddenly, a waiving hand interrupted my world. I quickly looked up. Guess who I saw. It was Him taking the escalator up. A Good-Looking guy with a CHEERFUL SMILE waving his hand at me.Hmm I think he have do the action for at least 15s ba. It was a Surprise to me. We greeted one another before the escalator brought us apart. This smiling face keep reflecting in my mind from city hall to jurong east. My blue got blow away because of HIM.
What make this waving Hi and the smile SPECIAL?
This is because he is good looking. Of course not.This is a divine exchange moment I had with God thro him. I knew that God send this Smile to encourage me. Send him to tell me HE is with me all the time no matter what. I knew this is not a coincidence. It was God plan. This timing is JUST RIGHT.
What I learn from this person?
I learnt that to say Hi with a BIG smile to other may brighten up other people day. Tell you the truth, I am a person that will hide away from familiar faces if I dun feel like it. I know it is not very good la. But I am just stubborn to change it. But today I learn the important of it. I will start to adjust myself. God may want to use me to encourage other too. If I dun be obedience, I may miss out to be a blessing to other.
P/S: I want to thank this man who I met today. I want to tell you that you are not only Handsome with the smile, you are also a Holy man too. You look the GREATest when you minister on stage. Continue to be GREAT and POWERful for this Mighty God o.k.
Haa….. Make a Guess who is this Great Man!
(take 5sec to think before i tell you.)
What make this waving Hi and the smile SPECIAL?
This is because he is good looking. Of course not.This is a divine exchange moment I had with God thro him. I knew that God send this Smile to encourage me. Send him to tell me HE is with me all the time no matter what. I knew this is not a coincidence. It was God plan. This timing is JUST RIGHT.
What I learn from this person?
I learnt that to say Hi with a BIG smile to other may brighten up other people day. Tell you the truth, I am a person that will hide away from familiar faces if I dun feel like it. I know it is not very good la. But I am just stubborn to change it. But today I learn the important of it. I will start to adjust myself. God may want to use me to encourage other too. If I dun be obedience, I may miss out to be a blessing to other.
P/S: I want to thank this man who I met today. I want to tell you that you are not only Handsome with the smile, you are also a Holy man too. You look the GREATest when you minister on stage. Continue to be GREAT and POWERful for this Mighty God o.k.
Haa….. Make a Guess who is this Great Man!
(take 5sec to think before i tell you.)
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He is NONE other person
MY DL: Michael Bsraditya.
I feel so blessed to be in His group. This is what I always thank God for.
Heee…..Blog Fans, HAVE U Guess Correctly.
Clever Darling, Did You?
Shi Yan at 11:33 PM
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Wednesday, February 21, 2007
I am back from Bangkok. But....
I am sick too. Much more serious........
I cant eat much....
I miss All the goodies......
I am sick too. Much more serious........
I cant eat much....
I miss All the goodies......
Shi Yan at 10:26 PM
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Thursday, February 15, 2007
Yan Yan Really Dun Feel Like Going to Work on Thursday.
But She cant find a good reason not to go.
Daddy please keep watch over me.
I am really scare...
Shi Yan at 12:40 AM
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Wednesday, February 14, 2007
MY CARE GROUP NG12D
We are a big group. We are a bit special than others lei….
Why?
1.) We have a SUPER Outgoing, Super On UL.
2.) We will hold hands and say grace together
3.) We have “More” male than female
We are a big group. We are a bit special than others lei….
Why?
1.) We have a SUPER Outgoing, Super On UL.
2.) We will hold hands and say grace together
3.) We have “More” male than female
4.) We use underground love. Normally we dun express it out so openly. (need to be sensetive enough to catch it or u will miss it. ) Haa... Folk, This area we need to turn to ACTIVE LOVe instead of passive... We try not to be shy shy o.k....
Hee… share a bit about Our Cg guys.(At first there are only 3, and God added 2 more to the group 2 week ago.)
Zhi Wei is a giving brother, He paid for the dinner at certain events. He needs to work late because he is in the IT line. But there was once he work Overnight but he still come to join us in our CG.
Another 2 is our Xiao Di – Jaron and Ding Yuan.
Last Sunday this 2 Xiao Di when Shopping with Us (Xueling, Amy and myself). I think this is out first time do shopping together.
Actually jaron just slept for only 3 hr and he still can shop with us. He didnt plan to buy anything so he just follow us.(hee… he wait outside the shop quietly waiting for us.Good Boy hor. He is there to carry all our shopping bags. Joking only la.)
DY, I think I need to bow before him. He had a High Fever 38.X degree. He still can do shopping. Among us,he is the fastest. to buy a Shirt for himself.
When these 2 Xiao Di just came over they are super slient one, hardly hear a word from them. They took around 9 month to click and open to the cg. Ha..... Now DY is the joker in our group and jaron still a man with little word but he will use his strength to carry heavy thing for us.
Last Thursday we had a cg dinner with our 2 New Brothers. They are Gerald and David.
Hee… Over the table, there is a little communication. Hmm… We do not know one another well. So we drop a bit of question here and there. Presented the welcome gift after that a bit slient and turn awkward again. I think this is normal because we just get to know one another only.
After dinner go walk walk. The Atmosphere still a bit Freezing la. We went to the top level of cineleisure (dun know how to spell) to look at joe design and the ICE started to break when we play this thing Call XXXXX (a scorer thing. Look at the pic u will know.)
Hee… share a bit about Our Cg guys.(At first there are only 3, and God added 2 more to the group 2 week ago.)
Zhi Wei is a giving brother, He paid for the dinner at certain events. He needs to work late because he is in the IT line. But there was once he work Overnight but he still come to join us in our CG.
Another 2 is our Xiao Di – Jaron and Ding Yuan.
Last Sunday this 2 Xiao Di when Shopping with Us (Xueling, Amy and myself). I think this is out first time do shopping together.
Actually jaron just slept for only 3 hr and he still can shop with us. He didnt plan to buy anything so he just follow us.(hee… he wait outside the shop quietly waiting for us.Good Boy hor. He is there to carry all our shopping bags. Joking only la.)
DY, I think I need to bow before him. He had a High Fever 38.X degree. He still can do shopping. Among us,he is the fastest. to buy a Shirt for himself.
When these 2 Xiao Di just came over they are super slient one, hardly hear a word from them. They took around 9 month to click and open to the cg. Ha..... Now DY is the joker in our group and jaron still a man with little word but he will use his strength to carry heavy thing for us.
Last Thursday we had a cg dinner with our 2 New Brothers. They are Gerald and David.
Hee… Over the table, there is a little communication. Hmm… We do not know one another well. So we drop a bit of question here and there. Presented the welcome gift after that a bit slient and turn awkward again. I think this is normal because we just get to know one another only.
After dinner go walk walk. The Atmosphere still a bit Freezing la. We went to the top level of cineleisure (dun know how to spell) to look at joe design and the ICE started to break when we play this thing Call XXXXX (a scorer thing. Look at the pic u will know.)
I love this game since I was young. We play 2 time. The first time score is 5-5. Then we have another round . ha… My team was stronger. David and Gerald scored well. So of course Our group WIN. 6 Vs 4 if I am not wrong.After the game got a bit cold again. Hmmm….. Game can melt the ICe right, so we went to level 4 for more. We played Hockey field (my favourite too.) When the white white come out just hit hor. I was a bit rough on the table or maybe they are just to gentler. I really had fun la.
After that we go for car racing. Dun see Larine quite quite she came in First lei. Then play another time Gerald take the Lead and get the Champion. (Clap Clap for 2 of them.)
By the time is 9++ wanted to go KTV but some of us were a bit tired. We went down to level 1 to shop awhile. A stall caught my sight. I went nearer and nearer. I found a ankle bangle. I am looking something like this for a long time. The colour is also what I like. The combination of yellow and black were always nice to me. The price is a bit expensive just only few strings tight together cost $4. But I still buy with HAPPINESS. Why? This is a affordable price, the thing is unique and most important - this is hand made art piece. I really appreciate the creator workmanship. She was also very good service wanted to make a longer one for me.(I ask got a not ma) but she needed 15min to make a longer one for me. Ha…. I am too pai sei to let my cg wait for me so I just paid for my First Love.
I think each one of us in the cg are like different colour of strings. Each one of us is different and special. But When God put us together in our uniqueness, we can become a piece of ART.(unique group) We can be a blessing to each other and to people around us. Currently we may not be use to each other style yet. Sometime a bit cole in the atmosphere. But the creator will pull us together, and adjust here and there until we will be united in one heart, mind and soul. NG12D Jia You!
The beautiful Art Piece that the Lord created.
Selling it at PRICELESS.
Shi Yan at 5:01 PM
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Saturday, February 10, 2007
Part 1
Our hot date meeting time is 7pm.(Darling 2 knock off at 530pm so she dun want to wait for me so long till 7.30pm ) I was stress lei…I dun think I can leave at 7pm. Some more still need to cover another colleague who is on leave. But I told myself I need to do everything fast fast. No msn. No talking rubbish over the phone. Haa…… Indeed I finish everything at 6.45pm. Run to take MRT.
7pm Sharp I reach the meeting place. I call darling2. Ha…. She said she is at Tampine will reach half an hour later. She told me she dun expect me to reach on time. This is because Yan Yan had bad record on her punctuality. During ploy days, they will tell me half and earlier before the actually time. This is because I was always late for project or outing. I waited for her 40 min. Am I angry? Not at all. I took this 40 min to do a short reflection on this area. Am I always a latecomer? I cant deny la. The answer is YES. If u always got read my blog you know that I am always late for work.
At my workplace, people always make fun of me when I am late.
“Shiyan, Today Jurong Flood again…….. Need to swim to work is it….” I get this type of souring most of the time. Of course I am angry la. I know to stop it I need to be on time. There was a period, I really tried super hard to wake up early. But I still can’t maintain it. I even get worst. The record that I was late is between 15min to 30 min. I am not a good testimony in this area. Always the last to reach office. Hard to be Salt and light.
My whole perceptive on punctuality change on 30 Jan 2007.
WHY?
This is because I learn this at a high PRICE. That day I was late for 30 min and my colleague jenny was on MC. When I reach office every thing is so rush. I am not prepare at all. Short handed, Volume is high, System down .EVERYTHING IS SO MESSY. On that day I forget to transfer 5 million to our current bank a/c. The next day our bank account got an overdraft. The company had to pay for a very high debit Interest. This amount is my 2 week wages. Because of my lateness, I let my company suffer losses. I really feel bad. If I was on time this maybe a different story.
From that day on I was early for work.
Last time I want to be on time is because I dun want to hear all the souring. I want to be salt and light at work for God. I keep on praying to God to help me. God heard my prayer and he answers it. But do you know what, God answer my prayer is not because He want me to be salt and light for HIM. He help me to be punctual is because it is good for ME. When I reach office earlier I am well prepare in my heart and I got time to wash cup, plan and organize my work. I feel more peace and comfortable when I was on time. Everything is like so smooth. ( u understand what I am try to tell u the diff right?). God is awesome, I thought I die die also want to give him glory (Be salt and light). But I learn that God dun need all this, what God want is to love us help us to live a more glorious life. It is all for our Good. I love Jesus more in this incident even He teach me in a hard way. I know he love me that is why He do this to me. If not I will never learn.
Pls: Sorry Gus Gus, I was late for shepherding. I will be on time. Hee.. I am adjusting. Give me some grace o.k.
Our hot date meeting time is 7pm.(Darling 2 knock off at 530pm so she dun want to wait for me so long till 7.30pm ) I was stress lei…I dun think I can leave at 7pm. Some more still need to cover another colleague who is on leave. But I told myself I need to do everything fast fast. No msn. No talking rubbish over the phone. Haa…… Indeed I finish everything at 6.45pm. Run to take MRT.
7pm Sharp I reach the meeting place. I call darling2. Ha…. She said she is at Tampine will reach half an hour later. She told me she dun expect me to reach on time. This is because Yan Yan had bad record on her punctuality. During ploy days, they will tell me half and earlier before the actually time. This is because I was always late for project or outing. I waited for her 40 min. Am I angry? Not at all. I took this 40 min to do a short reflection on this area. Am I always a latecomer? I cant deny la. The answer is YES. If u always got read my blog you know that I am always late for work.
At my workplace, people always make fun of me when I am late.
“Shiyan, Today Jurong Flood again…….. Need to swim to work is it….” I get this type of souring most of the time. Of course I am angry la. I know to stop it I need to be on time. There was a period, I really tried super hard to wake up early. But I still can’t maintain it. I even get worst. The record that I was late is between 15min to 30 min. I am not a good testimony in this area. Always the last to reach office. Hard to be Salt and light.
My whole perceptive on punctuality change on 30 Jan 2007.
WHY?
This is because I learn this at a high PRICE. That day I was late for 30 min and my colleague jenny was on MC. When I reach office every thing is so rush. I am not prepare at all. Short handed, Volume is high, System down .EVERYTHING IS SO MESSY. On that day I forget to transfer 5 million to our current bank a/c. The next day our bank account got an overdraft. The company had to pay for a very high debit Interest. This amount is my 2 week wages. Because of my lateness, I let my company suffer losses. I really feel bad. If I was on time this maybe a different story.
From that day on I was early for work.
Last time I want to be on time is because I dun want to hear all the souring. I want to be salt and light at work for God. I keep on praying to God to help me. God heard my prayer and he answers it. But do you know what, God answer my prayer is not because He want me to be salt and light for HIM. He help me to be punctual is because it is good for ME. When I reach office earlier I am well prepare in my heart and I got time to wash cup, plan and organize my work. I feel more peace and comfortable when I was on time. Everything is like so smooth. ( u understand what I am try to tell u the diff right?). God is awesome, I thought I die die also want to give him glory (Be salt and light). But I learn that God dun need all this, what God want is to love us help us to live a more glorious life. It is all for our Good. I love Jesus more in this incident even He teach me in a hard way. I know he love me that is why He do this to me. If not I will never learn.
Pls: Sorry Gus Gus, I was late for shepherding. I will be on time. Hee.. I am adjusting. Give me some grace o.k.
Shi Yan at 11:19 PM
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Part2
Just came home from my HOT date. Hee... As usually darling2 and me are like the North Pole meet the South Pole. We will cling hands throughout whenever we meet. She accompanies me buy CNY clothes (bottom).I told her my size is hard to buy even I slim down a bit bit. She said something that touched my heart.
“Neo, we should not have dinner until I found one for you.” She is a shopping Queen. But From that moment she start to choose for me not for herself.
At 9pm we went to taka Central for Dinner. Hee….. Guess I got my bottom? We order different dishes. As usually before she eat she will put her best part of her dish into mine plate.(today is beef. I dun really take beef but this one is nice very soft.) After eating we walk walk lor. Then we sat a stone chair take photo and chit chat for one hr plus. Ha…. I like to ask silly question. Guess what I ask her. I ask her “Why are we so close? What made us such a good friend?” Hmmm……. She cant ans, I also dun have a ans too. We just know we are very comfortable with one another. Ha… We are willing to squeeze out our time just to meet up. (This is done like 3 month a time. She will asking first I will pei her.)
In the chit chat session, she asked me a question too. “ Neo Neo, how much have u saved? Are you ready for our Taiwan trip?” My answer is NO. Sorry darling2 you got to wait for me for one more year. I know I had let her down again so do Xia.( Xia ask me to go climb mountain @ Malaysia too. But I cant.) Both of them had waited for me to go holiday together since ploy days. Ohh…… I let them waited for 5 yrs le. I always say next year next year. I promise them this year probable I can make it. They really put a hope in it. Hee….. Due to A commitment I had, needed to postpone again. I am really Sorry. Hope both of u dun mind wait for me one more year.
This is the last lap, I need to complete it well. If I really take the money to go holiday I think I cant really had fun to the Fullest. On 28 jan I got a 2 month bonus. Deep in my heart I just want to give a few hundred to the building fund. The rest of course is save up for Thailand church or holiday with them la. But during service pastor Dinesh lead us in to a time of offering. The crashing of the $10 note keeps on flashing in my mind throughout the service. The words if everyone give ur one month bonus to church building fund 1.18 million will be cleared. I can’t sit still in that rest 1 hour. I know the spirit is telling me to GIVE. I told God if I gave this out is really Called A Faith Pledge. Is really like the woman who give her 2 copper coins. I started to discuss with the Lord abt the amount. I really dun earn so much. I am those lowest white collar lei. God are u sure u want me to give so much? When pastor jeff finish his preaching, all eyes were closed to worship the Lord. Tear rolled down to my cheek. I response to what the Lord put in heart. Tell you this is really painful decision but is a Relieved to my soul that I said Yes to this calling. If really want to compare the pain, I think by dying on the CROSS is more painful.He never regard so do I. I know if i walk out without making this decision I will cried even more. This is because I will disobey the Lord. Hope is my Family. Hope is my home; I want to play apart to let this HOUSE to be debt Free. I want to play a part to give NOT just receive only.
Ha… Those who don’t have a relationship with God will think that why church is like this, always ask for $$. Ask ppl to give 10% still not enough ma. You may scold like this. You, silly Yan yan go and gave for what. Put u money into better used. That is YOUR HARD EARN MONEY. You, Crazy Yan Yan go and do this type of STUPID thing. Hmmmm…. You are correct. I am silly. I am stupid and I am even Crazy. But friends, do you know that there is one person who is even sillier, More Stupid MORE CRAZY then me, He can be the King of Kings. He can enjoy all His Riches, Powerful, and Authority in Heaven. But HE GAVE UP EVERYTHING FOR ME and YOU, He comes down to earth to suffer. To take All our sin on the Cross so that we can have a purpose in Life. He is JESUS CHRIST the Son of GOD. He gave us First. Everything I had if From Him. It is NEVER mine. I love HIM. I want to give HIM first too. Just like you will spend any amount of money on someone you like just to love him or her or some type of interest you had. He is my Everything. Without Him I am nothing. I think without Him transforming my life I cant be the yanyan u all enjoy to hang out with.
Folks, I had touched the finishing line last Sunday. I had completed the race before the Breakthroughs campaign ended. It is not amount the amount you give It is all about where your treasure is and where your heart will be. I prayed You will do the same too. Finish the Race well. If u haven’t start it yet is never too late to start. Or u are half way, dun give up ok. Lastly for those who are reaching the line JIAYOU le! Giving is all about loving Yourself and Loving God.
(p/s: Darling2 and Xia, give me a bit more time. I will one day said Yes. I am ready to go. Please book the ticket now. Heee….I am confirmed the Lord will provide me to go soon.)
Just came home from my HOT date. Hee... As usually darling2 and me are like the North Pole meet the South Pole. We will cling hands throughout whenever we meet. She accompanies me buy CNY clothes (bottom).I told her my size is hard to buy even I slim down a bit bit. She said something that touched my heart.
“Neo, we should not have dinner until I found one for you.” She is a shopping Queen. But From that moment she start to choose for me not for herself.
At 9pm we went to taka Central for Dinner. Hee….. Guess I got my bottom? We order different dishes. As usually before she eat she will put her best part of her dish into mine plate.(today is beef. I dun really take beef but this one is nice very soft.) After eating we walk walk lor. Then we sat a stone chair take photo and chit chat for one hr plus. Ha…. I like to ask silly question. Guess what I ask her. I ask her “Why are we so close? What made us such a good friend?” Hmmm……. She cant ans, I also dun have a ans too. We just know we are very comfortable with one another. Ha… We are willing to squeeze out our time just to meet up. (This is done like 3 month a time. She will asking first I will pei her.)
In the chit chat session, she asked me a question too. “ Neo Neo, how much have u saved? Are you ready for our Taiwan trip?” My answer is NO. Sorry darling2 you got to wait for me for one more year. I know I had let her down again so do Xia.( Xia ask me to go climb mountain @ Malaysia too. But I cant.) Both of them had waited for me to go holiday together since ploy days. Ohh…… I let them waited for 5 yrs le. I always say next year next year. I promise them this year probable I can make it. They really put a hope in it. Hee….. Due to A commitment I had, needed to postpone again. I am really Sorry. Hope both of u dun mind wait for me one more year.
This is the last lap, I need to complete it well. If I really take the money to go holiday I think I cant really had fun to the Fullest. On 28 jan I got a 2 month bonus. Deep in my heart I just want to give a few hundred to the building fund. The rest of course is save up for Thailand church or holiday with them la. But during service pastor Dinesh lead us in to a time of offering. The crashing of the $10 note keeps on flashing in my mind throughout the service. The words if everyone give ur one month bonus to church building fund 1.18 million will be cleared. I can’t sit still in that rest 1 hour. I know the spirit is telling me to GIVE. I told God if I gave this out is really Called A Faith Pledge. Is really like the woman who give her 2 copper coins. I started to discuss with the Lord abt the amount. I really dun earn so much. I am those lowest white collar lei. God are u sure u want me to give so much? When pastor jeff finish his preaching, all eyes were closed to worship the Lord. Tear rolled down to my cheek. I response to what the Lord put in heart. Tell you this is really painful decision but is a Relieved to my soul that I said Yes to this calling. If really want to compare the pain, I think by dying on the CROSS is more painful.He never regard so do I. I know if i walk out without making this decision I will cried even more. This is because I will disobey the Lord. Hope is my Family. Hope is my home; I want to play apart to let this HOUSE to be debt Free. I want to play a part to give NOT just receive only.
Ha… Those who don’t have a relationship with God will think that why church is like this, always ask for $$. Ask ppl to give 10% still not enough ma. You may scold like this. You, silly Yan yan go and gave for what. Put u money into better used. That is YOUR HARD EARN MONEY. You, Crazy Yan Yan go and do this type of STUPID thing. Hmmmm…. You are correct. I am silly. I am stupid and I am even Crazy. But friends, do you know that there is one person who is even sillier, More Stupid MORE CRAZY then me, He can be the King of Kings. He can enjoy all His Riches, Powerful, and Authority in Heaven. But HE GAVE UP EVERYTHING FOR ME and YOU, He comes down to earth to suffer. To take All our sin on the Cross so that we can have a purpose in Life. He is JESUS CHRIST the Son of GOD. He gave us First. Everything I had if From Him. It is NEVER mine. I love HIM. I want to give HIM first too. Just like you will spend any amount of money on someone you like just to love him or her or some type of interest you had. He is my Everything. Without Him I am nothing. I think without Him transforming my life I cant be the yanyan u all enjoy to hang out with.
Folks, I had touched the finishing line last Sunday. I had completed the race before the Breakthroughs campaign ended. It is not amount the amount you give It is all about where your treasure is and where your heart will be. I prayed You will do the same too. Finish the Race well. If u haven’t start it yet is never too late to start. Or u are half way, dun give up ok. Lastly for those who are reaching the line JIAYOU le! Giving is all about loving Yourself and Loving God.
(p/s: Darling2 and Xia, give me a bit more time. I will one day said Yes. I am ready to go. Please book the ticket now. Heee….I am confirmed the Lord will provide me to go soon.)
Shi Yan at 1:19 AM
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Thursday, February 08, 2007
Want to blog but Yan Yan is really tired.
So tomorrow then do it.
P/S:Darling, Yan Yan tomorrow going out with darling 2...... (The owner of Xiao Dou Dou.)
If cant buy any clothes Sunday u accompany me ok?
So tomorrow then do it.
P/S:Darling, Yan Yan tomorrow going out with darling 2...... (The owner of Xiao Dou Dou.)
If cant buy any clothes Sunday u accompany me ok?
Shi Yan at 11:48 PM
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Time is not enough for today.
Jenny didn't come today. need to cover her.
Now then can have a time to rest my mind.
Wow... Heading to CG.
It is all About Fun and Fellowship.
No need to use my brain any more.
A time to use my Mouth to eat. My ears to listen.
Shi Yan at 7:25 PM
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Wednesday, February 07, 2007
Going Off to Meet GUS Gus........