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Wednesday, January 24, 2007
But today i was just in time for a HOT DATE.
Meeting Darling but she just left office ONLY. :'((i guess she spend too much time for her blog.)
She want to buy clothes.
What about me?
I want to source out 2 gifts for our newcomers.
They are David and Gerald.
They have good taste so the WELCOME GIFt must be up to their taste.
Also
Buy a simple birthday gift for my Godmum. (tomorrow having dinner with her so will miss cg.)
Going to start shopping first.
P/S: DArling this is the Second last DAte. After sunday let play the game next week ok. I am serious to play the game. Ha...... I want to test myself.
I hope i can pass. (shy shy YANYAN...... )
Tuesday, January 23, 2007
Monday, January 22, 2007
Every morning, I pray to Him. Every night before i sleep i also pray.
This morning as usual i pray on the way i walked to MRT. While i was crossing the bridge, the spirit stop me.
STOP ! STOP STOP STOP STOoooooooooP!
The spirit said in a light voice:" Shiyan, God dun want to hear these prayers. "
Shiyan asked "Why?"
The Spirit replied:" Do you like the way ur mummy nag at you evrery morning?"
Shiyan said "NO!"
Spirit told me" Do you know you are doing this ."
Shiyan:"A BIG Really!"(I am really shock until God had to say STOP to me.)
Hmm.... Now i know. Every morning God have to listen to all my nagging prayer.
I am sorry, LORD. I will change my morning prayer into adoration and thank giving.
This morning, I thank God for giving a good sleep on sunday.(i always have insoma at night.) I also thank Him for helping me to reach office at 9.04am.
This encounter with the Lord is more of a disciplines one.
It make me humble myself to accept the true.
This humble pie is hard to eat BUt i want to walk right with the LORD.
From tomorrow on i will give a different prayer.
I pray that it would be pleasing to the LORD 's Ear and He will tell me shiyan please continue.....
The other Voice
I never heard Her voice for 23days.
The last time we meet was at BEN and Jerry.
WHERE is GUS GUS?-Not even see You on MSN.
Hmm.... Hope to hear ur voice too and SOON.
I pray to the LOrdthat U will experience Him too.
Saturday, January 20, 2007
This skin first post was abt amber setting up for me. Thro this one year ( around there) i address her to my darling.
This mean OUR friendship had grow even deeper.
So my last post for this skin will share with u all Our HOT Date at the MRT.
Yesterday i OT till 10pm. Then Darling cg end around there. So we meet up to go home together. From City Hall to Bouna Vista just a short 20min journey. I really have so much fun in the train.
Guess WHAT We played?
Ha... We bluetooth one another. So funny. I really enjoy that moment. All my tiredness was gone. Till now i still can laugh at the last photo that we send to one another.
The meet up was a short one But this memories was a sweet one. I will remember it.
Friend like YOU are hard to FIND.
Wednesday, January 17, 2007
Genesis is a book on blessing. This is what I found out recently. Hee….
Chapt 1 to 2 talked about FIRST of the Blessing
Chapt 3 to 5 talked about FELL from the Blessing
Chapt 6 to 9 talked about FAVOURED for the Blessing
Chapt 10 to 11 talked about FAMILIES for the Blessing
Chapt 12 to 24 talked about FAITHFUL in getting his Blessing
Chapt 25 to 26 talked about FOOLED into giving his Blessing
Chapt 27 to 36 talked about FRAUDLENT in getting his Blessing
Chapt 37 to 50 talked about FORGIVING in sharing his Blessing
When I was reading it this question cross my mind.
Who is the person who wrote this book? It cant be God himself right. Hmmm.. So I go around asking this question. Want to make a guess who is this person. God used Moses to write this book. I agree with the answer given. Why I agree? This is because the second book is exodus and it talk about how God use Moses to lead the people out of Egypt. So it is reasonable.
Another question cross my mind while I am reading ,this question seem to be a bit silly when I go around asking it. The answer I got is like not so convincing. Some even think it is a riddle. But I really mean what I ask. I found a very good answer from Samita. She cleared my doubt.
The question is ‘Did God kills the fishes in the sea during the flood?’
Answer is NO.(most of them give No but cant say why.)
Then I ask her again. Why not? I thought God said everything on earth is evil. Hee… Actually God never say this la.(this is I think only) Only man is evil. Then samita say if the animals were evil why God want Noach to collect the animals into the ark during the flood. Hmm….I agreed up to now.
But when she show me verses in the bible, WOW, all my doubt was cleared.
Genesis 7:22-23
22 Everything on dry land that had the breath of life in its nostrils died. 23 Every living thing on the face of the earth was wiped out; men and animals and the creatures that move along the ground and the birds of the air were wiped from the earth. Only Noah was left, and those with him in the ark. 22 Everything on dry land that had the breath of life in its nostrils died. 23 Every living thing on the face of the earth was wiped out; men and animals and the creatures that move along the ground and the birds of the air were wiped from the earth. Only Noah was left, and those with him in the ark.
God only said on the earth and He also never mention to kill the fish.
I am really impressed by the bible. Sometime is not God never provide us the answer. It is us who do not study deeper into it. Any question we had is written in the bible. Our role is to go and explore more.
Why I said Genesis is a book of blessing?
This is because when I continue to read on, after the flood God started to bless His people. From Abraham to Isaac to Jacob to Joseph. God bless them BIG TIME.
Out of this 4 man. I found out some common trend on them. God bless them whenever they go and the nation.(they are obedience and have faith in the LOrd) Especially in Joseph life. He was always put in charge even he was in prison. The person above him did not need to worry about anything because they know the Lord is with Joseph. Joseph always give all the glory back to God.
Genesis 39:21-23
But while Joseph was there in the prison, 21 the LORD was with him; he showed him kindness and granted him favor in the eyes of the prison warden. 22 So the warden put Joseph in charge of all those held in the prison, and he was made responsible for all that was done there. 23 The warden paid no attention to anything under Joseph's care, because the LORD was with Joseph and gave him success in whatever he did.
Genesis 41:15-16
15 Pharaoh said to Joseph, "I had a dream, and no one can interpret it. But I have heard it said of you that when you hear a dream you can interpret it."
16 "I cannot do it," Joseph replied to Pharaoh, "but God will give Pharaoh the answer he desires."
My prayer to God is whenever I go; God will be with me, also He will bless me and my family/ company / friends in BIG Time. I also want to give back all Honor to the Lord for what He had done in my life.
Monday, January 15, 2007
I HOPE JURONG EAST WILL NOT HAVE ANY FLOOD.
I pray.
Sunday, January 14, 2007
What happen?
I think got to stop blogging for a while until i figure out.
Shiyan simply life for you
to
Shiyan simply live for you
also cannot. I cant even call out the post lei.
What happen? What happen?
Faint le..... Sleep with anger and disappointment.
Other than english, IT is also a big challenge to me. :'(
Tuesday, January 09, 2007
Monday, January 08, 2007
- Cooking: Both my Shifu are busy. So haven start yet.
- Be on time: Today I was 4 min late for work. Can say not bad la.
- Keep fit: Still haven excerise yet. This is because i had be falling sick all this while. Hmmm... I am only able to drink 4 glass of water per day.(need improvement.)
- Improve English: I read 2 times newspaper last week and i started reading a book for one chap le. hee... This book is my birthday gift in 2006. Keep for so long time to read it.
- Be neat and tidy: i think my room still ok. But not for office table.
- Read the bible in a Yr: i am following closly with the plan.i am reading Genesis currently. But i got a question lei. God send a flood to kill every living creature on the Earth. Did God kill the fishes? Ke.. ask alot of ppl le. But all not sure. Maybe should try the seeker formum.
- Mission Trip: hee.... Saving up my pay this month.
- Go Hope Seminar: this quart not going for it. Because all the classes is not suitable for me.
- Improve CG role: lokking forward to get train.
- Be a better Shepherd: I am going to sms my sheep to meet on wed. Hopeful all my sheep sheep can make it. then i can start from there...... I covered them with prayer every night.
101. My skin: going to facial this sat. Then i want to find out what is my skin type. Hee.. Then go and buy face product. (darling i put on toner every night and put on sun lock when i go out lei.) I am discipline lei. I am good girl.
Hee...... Seeming like i am still following what i plan. Not bad. At least 65% started.
I want to Give myself a clap. hee... Keep it up Yan Yan.
For those who haven really set ur New Year Resolution or you need to think in more detail, START NOW. It is really fun. Along the way,God may suprise u with something youhave planned or you have overlooked. I put my HOPE and FUTURE in His Hand.
Jeremiah 29:11
For I know the plans I have for you," declares the LORD, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.
Sunday, January 07, 2007
1.)My Piglet collection. Dun ask me how many piglet I have. I had lost count of them. But I know my goal is to collect 101 piglet soft toy. I think still have a long way to go. I had My First Piglet at the age of 14. (the one in pajamas ).From there I started this hobbies. All the piglet u saw in the picture, 99% were people buy for me. Every piglet tell a story.
2.)My badges series. I collect this since primary school. Ha…. I like to buy badges because they brighten up my day. 70% is I buy by myself. But I really appreciate a lot when my good friends go over sea and they buy for me. I treasure much more….Also those u do charity then they give u badges as a token. Pearline and Darling are a BIG contributors for collection.
( i ask a few guy to bless me as a christams gift.. But one say i am Sei Lang. Another say i am Crazy.)
3.)The Music Box. I started this only last year. I always dream that my Prince Charming will give me a music box as his first gift to me. From there on every year he will buy me one. Hee… I told some of my close friends abt this. Some said is silly, some said is romantic. (most of them gave the first ans.) Up to now the Prince still haven't turn up. But I cant wait for this collection to start. Last year I really saw one I really like. I go to see it every day. I brought all my cg member to see it. All said not worth buying it is really expensive (the small one).I was so sad. But Cui Qin bought it for me. I am really happy and touch. This year, I never expect to get one.( But I got go and see and buy one for my Got sis la.) Guess What. I received this from my officer. (the big one)I bought her a album she was very touch and she buy a music box for me.
Saturday, January 06, 2007
2007 Be A Grow up and Independent Woman.
Green Green is only a bonus to me.
Thursday, January 04, 2007
1.1.2007
I came back from batam countdown. I was tired. But I did not sleep. I blog my 2006 post. Hee…. U all will think I sleep the whole day right. U are wrong. A New strength in 2007.
2.1.2007
I slept till 1.30pm. Ha… Talking to darling over the phone for 1 hours ++. Then I went to my Auntie house downstairs saloon for a hair cut. Hmm… She intro a guy hairdresser to me. She said this guy is better than all the rest. Truly speaking in my whole life I never gave guy to cut my hair before. I was shy toward him. ( Dun see me like can talk free but come to not so close guy I am a bit shy. i am not good in talking to guy around my age but I can talk a lot to uncle. hee... thay like me.) Thro out the whole process I was not very comfortable and feel very awkward. Just hope he faster cut finish. Do I like my new hair cut? Ha….. A New look in 2007.
3.1.2007
I was in great stomach pain at 3.30am. I started to vomit out too. I cant sleep well, i shiver in cold. I pray for God to heal me. This is because I want to go to work and be punctual. At 7.30am, I was still very weak. But I need to go to work as jenny is on leave. I struggle to go to work. By God grace I am able to pull thro and go and see doc at 5pm. I took a cab home because I am too weak. (Normally I dun take cab because I feel is a waste of money to do so. My heart pain because I paid $15 for that.) A New way to start my work in 2007.
4.1.2007
I am on MC today. It is a good time for me to stay at home to really blog down.
This are the ten things I want to do in this year.
1.)Learn cooking – this is the new skill I want to learn to touch more life
2.)Be on time- I want to be on time for every meeting especially WORKING
3.)Keep fit- I want to lose 10 kg ,once a week go jogging with mummy and drink 8 glass of water each day
4.)Improve my English- Read Newspaper 3 times a week and 6 book in a yr
5.)Be neat and tidy- I want to keep my room and office table clean
6.)Read the whole Bible – I am using the bible studying plan to help me
7.)Go Mission Trip- I want to have more eye opening to poor country and compassion for the lose out there
8.)Go for Hope Seminar – I want to build my foundation strong
9.)Improve my role in cg- learn to lead better P&W and Sermon Discussion
10.)Be a better Shepherd- be flexible yet not compromise. Teach in a creative way and my best that I know how. Be firm in my decision. Pray more for them
(101) Ooop! Want to add one more. I want to take care of my skin. So when I take photo I will be pretty pretty
(RainBow Gen 9:13)
I am very serious on Year 2007. This is because i think i am no longer young lei. Not much time for me to waste. I cant blurly let this 2007 by past me. i need to put my guard on in this year. There is so many area in my life i need to improve on and do more for the Lord. But i will not pressure myself too. But every night before I sleep I will ask myself this question.
"Do I love Jesus More TOday? "
This is what i learn from Jasmine sermon. It hit deep into my heart.
Matt 28:18 -20
18Then Jesus came to them and said, "All authority in heaven and on earth has been given to me. 19Therefore go and make disciples of all nations, baptizing them in the name of the Father and of the Son and of the Holy Spirit, 20and teaching them to obey everything I have commanded you. And surely I am with you always, to the very end of the age."
This is a common verses to those who are in Hope.Every one will know or hear about it. This is our great commission. This verse mean what to me in 2007. After meeting up with my Kenya Heroines, I really start to think deeper about church plantering. I cant say I am ready to go. But I am more serious in equipping and preparing myself for the knowledge and skill.( Resolution 1, 6 to 9) So when God called me i am a least prepared. Thro Lisa and Li Chuang i also learn to see things in a bigger pic. I want to do think for it will benefit for a long term and will last forever even i am not around. Lastly of course i also want to do thing together with the Holy Spirit more. I want to talk and listen to Him more.
Yup.That is my thinking for matt 28:18-20. I am not there to make disciples to the end of the earth yet. But i am getting a step closer to it. A New way of Living my Life for Jesus in 2007.
Monday, January 01, 2007
Bye Bye Mr. Doggie Year.
Welcome Miss Golden Piggy Year.
Ke....Ke.... This is my year le....
Summary my 2006.
I had Grow Up MORE in this year. This year I had gone thro another kind of experience with my family,my friends, my church and THE LORD.
I want to give thank in this 4 area.
My Family
I had a more united family bond.
My Friends
I had a deeper friendship with Darling.
Also Charlie always give me a ride using green green.
My Church
I really feel the Love and Care thro the church. Especially the Unit I am in now.
My Lord
He is really faithful to me.
I read thro the prayer I wrote down for the one whole year. He really answered them. One of the prayer that seem so impossible for me to believe. I asked the Lord to do something about my weight.( My mummy challenges me slim down then she will believe in Jesus.) Ha.. I really slim down lei and My mummy really got say the sinner prayer.
Another area of God faithfulness is He blessed me so much as I give to him first.
These are the Big gift that He blessed me.
A Queen Size Bed
A Sony Ericsson Hand phone
A IBM Computer
A Cannon Camera
Wow! The Fourth one is really WONDERFUL!
You know how I really desire for this. I am really speechless when I received such a blessing.
Thank You Darling ,LayLay and Joe.
3 of You end My 2006 Beautifully.
"The Lord Never Short Change A Cheerful Giver"
This sentence is no long hear on stage but it really happen in My Life.
My Lord Is the BEST.