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Thursday, November 30, 2006
Suddenly I heard someone Call from the far end " My DEAR I am HERE!" I turn and look back; it is Director Wah Tong calling me.
"Come Over, I am waiting for You!" Wow, This moment I had no word to express the feeling. I was full of gratefulness.
"My Dear"is the word that may be common to those who is ang mio type. But this address let me feel that I am favor by him. That moment I feel that he is like a father to me. Not a boss anymore. I am really happy and thankful to have good bosses.
I believed it is my Heavenly Father who put all the good bosses around me to lead me. Thank PaPa up there too.
P/S: Last saturday i attend a wedding dinner, He went too. I hope next time, i get marriage and i still work in Phillp he can attend my wedding dinner too. Not becasue he will give big RED Packet but his presence is like a "Father" blessing her "daughter" marriage. ha.... Think too far lor. Hmmm.. Maybe can have oOne that is more realistic. Take a PHOTO with HIM ba.
Monday, November 27, 2006
Sheep said that there is enough ppl today to help up so i didnt go.
I need to go to help ade and jessica to do stock take at NTUC till XXXam.
But now got free time what should i do?
Hmm..... I think go shop for Kenya gift ba.
Bye office !
How i started to had tear? And Why the tear Roll down from my eyes?
When we started they Praise song " I could sing of ur love forever." Wow! the Chores part dun know why my eyes just like open tap water. All the water run out. Wow.. actually i was i bit shock too la. Praise to clap and smile ma. But i know why. When i choose to fast for myself to pick up the trust for the Lord things Started to be better. I cried is because i reflect how God i created this beautiful sunday for me.
- I started to had a more comfortable relationship with this 2 persons.
- I had been praying for my godsis, and she came for service today without me asking her
- I recieved a very meaning card from my shepherd
- Jaron and DY started to smile a lot and they started to open their life more
- Jane recieved Christ today.
Secondly time is pray for my mum salvation. I hope too see her come to know christ this christmas.
I want to continue to preserve to see more of God goodness in my life.
Sunday, November 26, 2006
In this jogging session i really feel so satifisation and happy. But without esther and Cherrie's ear phone i cant make it. So i really want to thank esther that she keep watch over me thro out the race.( she can jog very fast but she slow down alot in order to motive me.) She turn back and smile at me when i was i big far from her, she jog back toward me. Next i also want to thank Cherrie that she offer me the ear phone so that i can listen to 933Fm while i am jogging. I think if without music i cant even jog 2km. Seriously lor i cant go far without music. I had a GOAL for next year, i may want to join the shear bridge race next year. (maybe la. If i go for trainning like this)
As i reflect on this 8.2km jogging session. I want to thank God for healing my Feng Shi. When i had this illness for more than 10 yr, i cant walk for long or rainning day i will get very painful.Almost every night i need to apply medical oil before i sleep. But God heal me completely and today i can go jogging and even shop for long hour. Ha... I am not afraid of rainning day too.Praise the LOrd.
I also learn another things in this jogging session.
God is always near to me. I need to look ahead then i can see Him. (just like how i look at esther.) When i am discourage God will slow down and wait for me to pick up. He will never leave me alone to finish the race. He dun want me to give up the race easily. I need to had the spirit than i want to complete the race.
Another thing i learn is that my church leaders are like the music that i am listening. They keep me going on in my spirtual race too. They teach me, lead me, care for me and correct me(if needed) so that i can be the best I can be for JESUS. I want to them thank for investing their time and love for me. Without them i cant be running the race that far.(is 6 years not 6 KM ha...)
Leaders, thank for leading and living by example. I love my church and i love u too......*Mauch*........... The church is a good place because you choose to serve.
Lastly I want to say this verse at my finishing race in God kingdom.
Saturday, November 18, 2006
At work, I decided to continue to stay at PHILLIP. Why? This is because i really think i had little knowledge and experiences in this Financial area.On monday , a kena shoot by a unreasonable client until i need to ask my boss to come out to settle the issue. I really had a GOOD BOSS. I still got a lot of thing to learn from her. The way to handle client requests, solving problem to benefit company and the clients and a lot more. I really admire her way of doing things. She is the reason why i stay. My Caregroup pple always share abt the stress the boss give or get scolded from boss. I really never face it lor. Instead i learn a lot from her. Thank God for giving such a good boss.
On Tuesday, I went dating with my dear berber. She is flying off to taiwan on Wed. Our commitment for one another is high lei. Guess what! Both of us just so miss one another that we decided to meet up even we need to work OT till 8pm. After having dinner at westmall, We went to do some shopping. Ha.... Berber is so obediece lei, i asked her not to buy then she dun buy. Then she accompany me to buy badge. I bought 3 to make card. Then Berber buy one for me. Hee.... she so Sister to me lor.(i clip it on my bed.So when i read bible this badge will be beside it.)
Before i sleep i make a prayer to the lor. I make a lazy prayer. I said:" God! Young man see vision and old man had dream. I am rather old lor. So hope to had dream from You. I want to be more visionary.(The is one of the solution a wrote.Pray for bible promises to come true in my life.)" I really had a dream. I dream abt pearline come back from aust to spore. She HUG Me tightly and she told me encourage word. I know this dream is God. He know how much i miss pearl hug. Pearl's HUG is the comfort to my soul. Heee ...... ( the next few day i had dream too. Wed: I dreamt abt my godsis, SDL,DL,UL. Thurs: I dreamt abt my collegue Cherrie Friday: my prince charming...{no la joking only}...... My spirit is lifted up thro these dream.
On Wednesday, I started to go on fasting. This is to prepare myself for prayer meeting on Friday. I wanted to ask God for a clearer vision on what he want me to do for Him in my life. For the 1 hour lunch, i went to a quite place to pray and read my daily bread.I still left abt 20 min after praying. So i decided to go shopping. Hee... Ber ber shop @ taiwan so i shop in spore ma. I bought myself a pair of crystal ear ring for one of my colleuge wedding. (Sorry Abel cant go ur birthday, I choose to eat shark Fin instead of ur BBQ chicken wing because of the ear ring.But hope he will still keephis promise to let me hit ur chest.)
My blog Fan, Let me tell u what are my top 2 hobbies
- Collect Bagdes. Currently i had 60 over. BerBer is going to get a Taiwan boxer for me to clip them up. Looking Forward.
- Hit Muscle Guy Chest. I started this hobbie recently. Haa... Dun say i am SE Lang hor. I just dun want to waste their effort. They work so hard to build up so i go and testing testing on them ma. So far only 3 Guy allow me to do that. There are 3 persons in my mind i hope to hit them.
- Abel: He promise to let me do it on His Birthday.
- Gerald: We are Still discussing abt it.
- Horatio:He is my cool colleuge. He not only had chest but also had 6 pack lei.He go training 4 time a weeks. But dun think he will allow me to hit him la.
On Thursay, It is one of our accountant Estee Birthday.
I had one hour only to buy her birthday gift. My plan is to buy her a flower , crystal hair clip, a card, a cake.So many thing to buy. I went to marine square to get it. It started searching for a hair clip. All was so awful and expensive. I decieded to give up searching due to lack of time. Hee.... I just tell God, why is it so hard to find lei. Next moment i saw a shop that sell the ideal hair clip. I qickly pay by cash and go off. Next is buy flower, when i was choosing the flower, A guy pop in to the shop, call my name. Guess who is He? He is JERRY. He is God send angel to me. Why i said so. Because i just found out i dun know enough cash to pay for the flower. So he lent me $10. I save time to go and w/d $$. Thank Jerry. On my way back, I cant find the shortcut way to walk back. Hee.... i lost direction again.So i walked city link. When i reach raffle city tower it is raining cat and dog. One hour Sunny and the next hour raining. I started to reflect how God had brought me thro this Rush Hour. I saw 2 things. God faithfulness to me (buy gift part)and God protection for me(rain part).
BEST PART OF THE WEEK. IT IS FRIDAY .
I had fasted for three day, this is because i wanted to have a Divine Exchange in the prayer meeting. I want God to show me clear vision on how can i serve Him. I was a bit later due to heavy traffic. When i was inside the meeting, my heart is not really settle. The P&W is meaning in word but my mind is not really in the presence of God. But when Jasmine say this word:" Bro and Sis, now i invite you to song ur own music to the Lord. praise Him with ur tongue, Out of control, tears ran down(relieve tears). My mouth just keep praying in the Holy Spirit. I pray to God to give me wisdom in my work, my family my realationship with few pple just keep on praying and praying.I know God had heard them and will faithfully help me thro.
Second part of the prayer meeting, Pastor Law lead us to pray for our christmas service. I pray for this one name(Lee Hong Keow) to come to Know Christ this Christmas. Next Pastor Law continue to abt the building fund.He pray that the ppl will give gently when they recieve the bonus. As i was praying i heard the Lord spoke. Actually i had plan on how am i going to spend my bonus in buying christmas gift for myself and other. (Hee... U know GST is turning 7% soon. Camera must get it soon right. )But the Lord ask me this question. What am i going to buy for the church. I pause for a moment. I did not set amt to bless the church. I am sorry to say. God show me that why i need to give. The church is growing, we need to buy in more good sound equipments, projector,musical intrustment and lighting. With all this, we can enter into the Lord present easier. We may not pray until half way then got those noise come out. We can have clearer vision if we had a good projector and Vedio Camera. A chinese word say First got country than got home. I put the church first then come my need.
I am really bless by the YWAM team so much. They really work hard. We need to honour them. I also want to thank pastor Law for serving in this ywam minstry. Since he took over this team, there is trendcy improvement. I saw the media improve, the wallpaper in the P&W is very beautiful and meaning. Another improvement is the sermon points. i am slow in copying the note so it really help me to catch the points.
God is using Pastor Law in a Big time. Our Church is so bless to have You with us. Thank.
Last part of the prayer meeting.My objective is hit. Ha..... thro this Song I Will Go! IThis is speak to me..... I am search for this song lyric. If u have it please send to me ok.
This is my DIVine Exchange Week.
P/S: BerBer even u go taiwan , I saw u on Friday lei. When we walk to kalleng MRT i saw a Motel called AMBER GLORY. Ha.... I took a photo of it. But cant see the word. I miss U!
Friday, November 10, 2006
I was about 7 years old when I was introduced to modelling clay.
The art teacher walked into my classroom and passed out lumps of the cool, slick clay. She told us to play with it for a while and squish it between our fingers. Most of the girls thought it was gross. Of course, the boys wanted more. What an amazing substance.
After we played with the clay for a while, the teacher stopped us. She told us to make something with it. We would create anything we wanted, but we only had 15 minutes to transform our clay into something great.
With dreams of being the next Michelangelo, I went to work. I soon discovered that turning lumps of clay into works of art was hard. How did anyone ever make a sculpture? I tried and tried, but my attempts at making a person looked more and more like something my dog left in the yard. How frustrating!
When the teacher announced we had only 5 minutes left, I panicked. What was I going to show my parents? How would they know that I was the next great artist? So I did what any self-respecting 7 years old would do. I copied what my friend was making.
Funny thing was, Spencer was making an ashtray. My parents didn’t smoke. I don’t even think his parents smoked. But short on time and lacking ideas, I made the exact same thing. Of course, my parents accepted my unique “bowl” lovingly, but I knew I had compromised my vision of grandeur and simply copied something.
What my thought?
I had a lot of idea on how to welcome our church planter. I had the heart to do it but i face a lot of challenges in the process. Wow! Really feel like compromising. Just like the boy had the heart to make the clay into something great but no skill. Hmm....... Me too. No skill or talent for my idea.
God, please send ur angel to help. The Church planters must be blessed and honoured.
.
Saturday, November 04, 2006
Then yan yan go and meet up with her dear friend xia together with xue and lay. She get more relieve and refresh after chatting with them and doing some shopping together.
Yan yan feel more comforted by a sms send by xia.
She said:"Want to encourage u even though u r busy try to relax and take care of yourself."
Yan Yan slient reply thro an action. Become crybaby inside her heart.( inside the MRT ma cant cry out even she is touch ma. Later got ppl see ma.)
Thank for the heart warm message you have send to me.
You are another person i want to treasure.
Recently i had lost my direction a bit.
Lost in my ministry and my work.
Time for me to slow down and be still.
Ministry
I need to learn to serve the Lord in a new style , how to love ppl so that i may not go dry and get myself hurt and how to know the word of God better. i want to see myself grow and be fruitful.
Work
People have move on either to further study or changing new job. What abt me? Really want to see myself moving onto something new.
Hmm...... i am a bit discourage to my current situation at minstry and work.
On tueaday, I told one of my good friend dealer , i am thinking of changing job.
I ask him:"Do you think i can go and work as a nurse."
Guess what is his reply.
He said this to me:" NO la. If You are careless you will kill the patients."
Wow! i was so shock by his answer. This never cross my mind lei that i may kill patients because i am careless.These words keep floating in my mind. It have a deeper meaning.
W>H>Y?
Careless = CAre Less.
I start to care less on pple life. This is because i want to prevent myself from getting hurt.I feel that the more i care the more i am taken for granted. This goes to my minstry and my work. I started to draw back. Not giving my 100%.
Kill patient = Kill lives. I know my drew back may kill lives. The spiritual death.to ppl in my minstry and at work.
Yanyan dun know how.Yanyan struggler. Yanyan want to put on her Full Armour to fight this spiritual war.
Lord, Please help yanyan once again to be someone who is CAREFUL.( Care ppl life to the Fullest.)
Yanyan really dun know how.
But she know. Lord, you know the way.
God, can YOU brighten up the lamp on Yanyan's feet so that she can see her path clearer. It is abit blur now. She has no much strength left to take another step forward. Help her. OH Lord. Hold her in your hand never let her be alone. Lead her to the green pasture. She is like a deer now who pend to drink the living water.
Thursday, November 02, 2006
The different between me and her blogging is she got photo and mine is word la.
Sorry folk, please wait for me to buy camera first. Or if you know any lucky draw that win camera please write my name to take part. Hee.....
So How i spend my Hallowing Day?
Same with BerBer Go and celebrate birthday. I took half day leave and went for a date with this special friend. We meet up only is our birthday. we are just too busy to catch up.In the month of Oct, i went to countless of birthday celebration.All these needed to plan suprise or do cordination. But this is just a simple yet a sweet want.
I spend a lot of precious moment with her.
- Holding hand Moment-Dun know why when both of us meet up we will just feel like clinging our hand together.We love to do that and we do it throughout the whole date lei. By the way we are not "Fish Friendship." We are jsut friend that like to hold each other. Only HER and Queen I am comfortable with. Hmm... Maybe Princess C also can. ( if she want la... can try out one day.)
- Eat Korea Hotplate Beef Moment- i seldom eat beef but it is really very nice and cheap.(imagine got photo here.)Over the lunch time we chit chat here and there. She showed me her HK trip photo and bought My favourite PIGLET from Diseyland HONG KONG. I am so happy until i fainted. Hee.... She treated me the lunch too. That is what friends are for right.
- Shopping Moment- After searching months for a suitable shoes, I found it with her. i am still deciding on buy or dun buy. Then she command me to buy. So i obey. i like to do shopping with her. Just dun know why everytime i can buy something i like with her around. She is my Lucky Star Shopping Friend. Ha... When she want to buy i will say No. PUt it Back to the Shelf. She will obey. But of course i will not say NO all the time. She bought a shirt and a present for her friend under my YES command la. She help me to spend $ and i help her to save $.
- Neo Print Moment- I like this moment the Best. We are like taking Wedding photo together. we have lot of good pose.Ha... This is also my first time designing the neo print. Normally i took with a lot of ppl, i will not use the pen to draw. But it is just 2 of us so i can draw anything i like. The photo we took is really so nice. Hee... Want to know how she look like? she is really very pretty lei. Nope. Only words and more words are allow in my blog.
With her around, i feel really protected and well taken care off. Just like this song under the shadow of ur wing ........... She really treat me well.
I treasure her as well. This friendship mean a lot to me. I always believe friendship is a two way effort if u want to build deeper. Guess what i did in her BIG day.It is simple thing but really from my heart and it take effort.Haa..... When xueling gave lay a water dispnser as a birthday gift, i also feel like buying her one. she had dry skin so drink more water is good for her. So last sunday i bought it la, it is a bit heavy and need to carry it to do shopping awhile. (Cry Cry ! No Car Car to SIT. Take Bus and stand all the way home.)Then on monday night i make a SPECIAL card for her till 2am.I think all this is worth it. I am very delight for the gift i prepare for her. I am very happy that she like the card a lot. The Smile that show on her face until now i still cant forget. hee.. I really put in effort to make it and wrote it. In the card i wrote a verse on John 4:16-17. It is abt the LIVING WATER. I hope this message is the best gift i can give it to her. This is how i show my love to her. I truely love her. But i also know there is someone up there love her more than i do. I will continue to show her the love from up there. One day, i really pray she will come to know this person who love her the MOST.
Do you have anyone that you love or treasure so much?
Today, start to show love to this person. Also let this person know that there is someone up there love him/her too.